crazy how every AAA game pales in comparison to every RPG Maker game ever

just learnt how you spell "laissez-faire"

tummy hurts

I am making enchiladas for the third time this week

installed that roguelite-dungeon crawler-nonogram game and suddenly i got 30 hours logged what happened

My 2 experiences with hojicha flavoured things were a delicious parfait and a cup of bubble tea that tasted like lukewarm lawn clippings

Listening to the Shnitzel song rn

#np Crush - Jae Stephens

bg3 is a really good game

silly mode

im literally the worlds most unhealthiest person in the fucking world. its been too long that i consider adding exercise to my routine

my acne scars look like polka dots and despite what i hear online the kids outside are playing and having fun

finally readjusted to my boring home life and i think my brain is finally starting to begin healing... my inner child is playing again!!

Kill

when are you going to leave me

uwa

So happy and so sleepy

primetime is good. the cinematography was like nothing i've ever seen before

every time i update my website my sleep schedule gets fucked up

when it gets to you

getting really into trip hop

need to make better music

first day off this month im TIRED

Não sei se vou fazer exame de sangue segunda feira, preguiça e saco cheio de exames e médicos

working on comms today :3

i love listening to songs from periods of my life that sucked so i can enjoy those songs in a better light

She’s okay after the fall. Because apparently vacations require at least one concrete-related medical adventure.

re-did my templates for blogs/writing and mixed some of them up so some stuff is busted tee hee

(ToT) I really really really wish i was a girl!!!

fafsa done and already done applying to two schools WE'RE GOING UP NORTH BABY

i want to make a silly comic about my ocs in art school and another of a lazy princess but idk how to start :/

They'll never know that they saved me

hell ya goreshit

STEAM DECK SSD REPLACED!!!

It rained in August and it was hot in September. The weather's fucking backwards here

hangouts with your friends and october next week will have you thinking things like the world is beautiful

I love you, random stranger on the internet, keep going

how do fireflies keep their little stars shining ?

person on the homepage i hope this post gives you voyeuristic satisfaction. or maybe i just ruined it. sorry. i'll turn around again.

ragebaiting myself with different mario levels

why did pinterest have to show me THEIR profile after all this time😐

about to eat. its so damn hot out i hate thissssss

Caught 4 fish

saruky is sooo fuckin peak

exhausted from the hosting!!! it was cute tho

Why can't I see my grades???

i think ive become a beatlemaniac

had a dream with you in it. kind of living in a haze lately. i keep telling myself "this is the weekend i pull myself together"

october next week WATCH

oh my godd i was like 'i should check the posts i saved on tumblr for some web resources' and then i remembered. she's GOOOOOONNNNEEEEEEEEEE

my mom's braiding me short twists i'm soo happy woo

i cant get myself to do anything

Started reading Moonflow, so far a very good piece of queer horror

i could stand to get queerer

bsf just called to say she missed me and nothing else #ilovemylifelowkey

my website is a temple.;;;!!!!

Cold 3 day old lasagne

fed my dog a pizza crust

filming a music video today :3

Hectic day going on, from buying new headphones, to building a bookshelf, to learning how to swordfight people. Anyway, I need a shower.

Officially in Britain... For a while

im starting to smell the autumn scent in the air again... im so happy that fall is beginning (●'◡'●)

somehow my parents were really into looking at a Walmart Drone Delivery after getting groceries 🫪, i caught up on drawing, + had therapy

i need. to write.

should do more art...

WHOS 1990s ass phone has been RINGING ALL MORNIIIIIIING

hi chat... sorry life got lifey again and i'm in executive dysfunction paralysis

imperial fire duo trust

I’m bouta eat a whole feast

i am full of forgot

Getting a new outfit today to set the winter wardrobe in motion ٩(^‿^)۶

wouldnt failing be much easier tho

i luv mollusks

ok nevermind i changed my discord handle back

Making DnD Characters!

woke up feeling in love

grab thy hand and

Like I was supposed to finish my Website before October but I barely progressed! I need to work on it until December atp

tell me im ur favourite, that itll be alright

governor twd ilysm

Finally got my new page on cycling up!

washed just my hair because it was all i had the spoons for pre-coffee and god i am NOT a morning person

i swear, whatever happened to "don't feed the trolls" online these days. They aren't teaching the kids the ancient texts anymore!

never mind

Time for some new glasses.

Oh yeah, chapter one for The Cerulean Motley Crew has started!!!!

running at 5am hits different (you start to contemplate life) and running at 8pm is where you find peace, love them both! close to 5k now!!!

going 2 disney 2day

just finished makin' the songs in my album!!!!! just have to add finishing touches at home, somehow make album artwork & it's released :D

today I am drinking tea.....

i worry my thoughts may be scattered beyond recovery sometimes

okay status cafe feed is live on my blog page

Kind of sick of looking at screens but what else is there to do? I haven't got a lot of hobbies

Revenge spending. If there's even such a term, after being so thrifty for years and years.

holy shit https://infloresce.bandcamp.com/album/infloresce-vol-3-aphrodisiac

sudo paru -Sybau

going strong! today will be good!

Time to get back into the swing of things.

写真追加した！2年前とかのも！// new photos are live! dug up some gems from a couple of years back, too. https://luc4jp.neocities.org/portfolio#photos

exam season ugh

i worry people treat the world and other people like a t.v. show for gazing at instead of like their own home and fellow neighbors

halloween cannot come sooner.

This is getting ridiculous...

My meds are kicking in

commissions are now closed. open to close friends only. until november 2nd

i'm terrible, selfish, and horrible

Test

spent the whole morning cleaning my room. How does dust even get in these places

How the hell was I going to school with colds back in the day????

想买辣妈pico又想配套咖啡机也一起买了，问题是买回来我要放哪？ 在家打咖啡又总有一种班没上够的苦批感。越想头越摇起来，简直使不得使不得。

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY EXAMS I'M THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO GRADUATING

sometimes i am so fucking ugly.

They told me 1234

EXTRA EXTRA! Read all about it! I have a new domain! Yep, Kris is entering the DOT COM era!

finished bday gift

I want to draw more, but the hand paaain

SEEING RESIDENT EVIL TOMORROWWWW RARRRRRR

Hello world, I guess

hi enneagram community i think im an sx7 haiiii

Finally watching Ghosts and chanting "Divorce! Divorce! Divorce!"

Off to buy my first motorbike helmet... next week I'm finishing the repairs on an old Peugot 102 ! First motored vehicle I'll own.

this is a dream wake up

the air is so fresh here in Scarborough. All the trains I've been getting has me so tired! Doing some uni work again has me motivated tho

keep me on fire keep me on fire i'll be alright! 🕺

i wish i had a show that released weekly to get really obsessed over in the same way that i got obsessed with silo

I am now the proud owner of a jar of guinea pig ribs

im alive i swear...

btw this is my first time i make a tumblr themes with my own design based from my main site, its so tricky for layouting

Working on my website

need 2 finish reworking my site but im too busy being a big back

just need to survive until october 15th.....

i hope they make the hunger games required reading in schools lol.

Tengo bastantes bordadores de post por terminar sobre arquitectura pero el tono no me convence... Supongo que echando aprende se aprende 🤷

whenever theres a gathering/ritual and a lot of ppl come the aunties gen scare me like why r they staring @ me & judging -_-

i'm about to find out what 9+10 is

photoblog updated and one html/css base code added. currently finishing a y2k vibed layout and planning another graphic dump. :3

i just pictured a great layout in my head

not to toot my own horn but sometimes when i make gifs im like "ohhhh im cooking"

the x-files season 1 marathon

Every day I hate Manado more and more. Almost everyone here has bad characters and manners.

Fair at 6:00pm today EEEEEEEEEEEKKKK!!!!!

quiktrip disappointing me with their lack of fall foods. c'mon. do something pumpkin. do something maple. apple, even

finally made it to the weekend!!!

This is way harder to embed than I thought...

i just hate that i felt so good and accomplished and now i'm crying my eyes out

aeughaeugh (i am kinda back)

every time i have to read philosophy for class i feel more of my brain liquify

too cold to keep windows open during the day now

replaying omori again after like 5 years

rearranging my room tomorrow im SO excited

blame it on ignorance, the american way

fuwawa solo singing stream is so bittersweet

so tired i might never recover

Family Movie Night: The Truman Show.

tryna get testosterone

hoy tuve sueños raros

when they're slandering your goat and it's all fucking canon

feeling a lot of Stuff and Ways

fiiiinally wrote a blog post what a miracle

pain

dreaming about my future too much

doing some rasterbation @ https://rasterbator.net/

Happy Tsukimi!

i just want everyone to think im cool and awesome ok

sick and tired of needing the ACTUALLY!autistic identifier to differentiate myself as someone who's actually diagnosed i hate you people

god i can't believe i doubted the flashpoint archive and thought it was boring, i spent like 8 hours in here today

Crise dos 30 aos 28

making soup and listening to alanis morissette... how nice!

found out what dithering images is and how to do it. can't stop.

your poetry's bad, and you blame the news

compressed the images on my site so every page loads so much faster now \o/

got the dreamer's disease

grids have been seriously so useful ever since I learned them. god, if only I learned them earlier...

i am not alive

Grateful for apologies and connection. Also giggling about the new shirt I designed.

whyyy does my dad have to wait until like 8pm to go to the store

overlord is so awesome i wish i had a skeleton

torturing myself with twilight by boa

i havent been doing too well, school has been alot, however the old layout was killing me

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ Zzz.....

This is so good that it's orgasmic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7Wklo6B_so

How to save the world

the weather outside feels like soup and pumpkins

lesbianlesbianlesbianlesbianl

its getting colder!!! happy autumn everyone!🍂🍁(the leaves haven't fallen yet, whatever its autumn now shut up)

ahhhh yes, autumn temperatures... my favorite!

SO ITCHY

Chilling

this might actually be the worst year of my life

i need to wake up in less than 5 hours. and yet here i am. on da puter

very very scared about the elections in brazil :(

who even sees these?

"I taste the air of time, blown past fallen sand."

I feel in cosmogrammas..

iron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coding, coding, coding!!! so much 2 do!!!

I better not be getting sick..

Im soo lazy to draw..

acá en burger king

After spending some time thinking about the page design, I finally came up with a design I like. 🤓🎉

my keyboard broke..

I'm hungry, the food at home doesn't look good nd cooking sounds too tiring.. What do i do to satisfy this hunger!!?

signed a new lease! + bought plane tickets for a trip!

so many games to play, so little time (╥﹏╥)

it's friggin' wimdy outside.

css pseudo elements save me

If Kibitzer had social media, I think they'd upload photos of the forest and the fish they catch, but pose them the same every time.

SORRY MY SITE IS A MESS I WILL FIX IT I PROMISE XOXO

feeling better today mentally emotionally

alex g and phoebe bridgers tonight!!!! so excited

finally move to nekoweb; figuring out dns issues was more time-consuming than it should lmaoo

feeling a lil better now..! thanks @nyamazon and @cleanair (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

I keep forgetting I have this little status updater! Happy Autumn, anyways!

i am alone in this universe

I'm a little tired because I just finished exercising

hihiii, new blog post finally!

IT LITTERALLY SAID CHECK ALL OF THE BOXES, WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO THINKKK!?!!!?!??

still not gonna verify my age naaanananaaanaaa nanny nanny boo boo FUCK AI AGE VERIFICATION

Gonna give myself a heart attack at this rate

Thank god for the new sephiroth va

yay i have a new website homepage its kinda the same but also vert dif

cantered smoothly without letting the horse slow down at the curves today. life is worth living again amen.

Back to normal schedule today.. despite how I feel.

under sm familial stress... LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

i am now 20 years old :-) well, i turned 20 on the 22nd.

drools

喜报：Nekoweb官网支持中文啦！！！

i'm very excited to soon be able to wear my first ever lolita coord!

I've never been this unproductive. Let's draw

anyway, i don't want to spend the rest of my life working 40+ hours a week, so please, let's organize a general strike ! generalstrikeus.com

i need. motivation.

Profound and unbearable despair hours start NOW!!!!!!

Chalaw is life. It cures my mental, gives me strength and soothes my emotions. You could never make me hate white rice. Send Tweet

I graduated college yippieee

Have light headache...

feels so good to have a shaved face, facial hair sux

it's been more than a month since i worked on MRV... crazy

back hurt urghh

its slurbin time (we r so back

Ninguém mais feliz do que eu após assistir o episódio novo de Steel Ball Run

Been collecting a bunch of webrings to join in.

i don't know why people treat me the way that they do ;;

how do u talk 2 ppl????

i'm cooking so nicely in this assignment, i swear if someone even dares to think i used chatgpt i'm killing a hostage

made a quest board so my brain will finally do tasks

DIY is always fun! Took bottlecaps my family gave me and painted them with nail polish and acrylic paint. Going to make them into earrings.

Tantas ganas de volver a ver "María la del barrio". A mucha honraaa...

made my first salary ever.. umm its not a full job at all i just helped my mom with her work. served a shit ton of old folk who were rich

first post yaaaaayyy

work call made me so annoyed i had to get my sketchbook out and draw moomin to calm down

time to have a meeting about the meeting about the meeting yesterday about the meeting today about the meeting tomorrow

multistreaming via altstream coming soon !!

traveling today, gonna be out for the next like 6 hours or so ahhh. gonna see who i have to respond to, i'll have plenty of time

Enfim, essa pessoa não suga mais minhas energias ☀️

Holy shit my knees are in SO much pain--someone just take me out already

The creator of Wordle is literally called "Josh Wardle" John Wordle with extra steps

People might have noticed me hardly being online but I have a life outside the internet—work and family. Not as talkative like I used to be.

DID YOU SEE THAT???

This is now five words.

yall im sorry i watched coyote vs acme and hyperfixated on wilerunner really really hard. i still am, but i also was

borrowing grief

so much work… but at least money

impromptu day off without pay ... always fun. sure didn't need that money for anything important like food or whatever.

watched the first 3 episodes of ahs 13 and... ryan murphy is insane. its all so camp and stupid i love it.

My gym is called “the grocery store”

Open up, are you ready or noT?!

spiderland gilmore girls kpot tomato soup base sample sale glass museum

My UK citizenship application just got accepted, yippee

i am FINALLY done replaying yakuza 5. and, tbh, it's still a bottom tier rgg game for me im sorry sorry sory

the way i already want to redesign my website and i just launched it. i'm terrible

crode heavy to bo burnham's chicken song

VINTED GIVE ME MY SKIRT

daily affirmation: im fcking goated

when you get too much attention on the internet some weird ppl will come and say weird shit in your place *sigh*

no wonder a lot of ppl are retaking this subject.. it sucks SO BADDDDD

all i want to do is play the piano all day

finishing up my liquid in a bottle shader. i might make a blog to explain how I made it.

I've been working on my gambling addiction. I've been a gambler for almost 35 years now & wish I'd never picked up this "hobby". 😶

Finna working on the new website, tis gonna be peak!!!!

wuuuuutttttt

New blog post, check it out in the blog area :)

you knew damn well

Dad's coming to my place i hope he doesnt find all my cosplay stuff LMAOAOAO

new Dark Matter episode was so heavy. he lost everything and just wanted to go somewhere he could love and be loved... waugh. good show

I JUST WATCHED COYOTE VS ACME I LOVEDDDDDDDDDDD IT

oh dying oh dying so so tired i hate scjpp;

ITS RAININGG!!!!!!!!!!

Nada ni nadie les obliga a hablar conmigo :(

Working on a new short comic. WIP title is "Dungeon Effers". Want to upload it all at once when it's completed, so it may be a hot minute.

my stomach hurts, help

rindo. eu vim pra china e imediatamente o chinese football foi pro brasil

At the bus stop i nearly lost my coffee bottle again cuz it fell out on the curb near the road… its trying to murder me

feeling like the guy that screams "my leg!" in spongebob

Yes yes I know I know I HAVE TO start the comic soon. I know. I KNOW. I will get to it.

bless deal, delicious meal ! !! what a time to be alive

my local panera's ice machine is visibly moldy but i kind of just ignore it

time doesnt exist in university. social construct.

I will not stop playing that shit until i get THAT GRRRRR BUNNY MORTY AND MORTY SUPER RICK FAN GRRRRRWAAAAAAAAA

the san jose sharks are real and can heal me

" And brother you know what they did? They danced. "

It's normal, disappearing for almost 4 days and then I already have a whole lore for a story... except for the title of this one, anyway, it

somehow my site went through the roof on neocities and has 350k views now like HOW..????? THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! BUT ALSO HOW???

been running out on what to add to my site a lot more lately. what else do i even put. uhhhh

DONNA GOT MARRIED

nothing like a 2.5 hour phone call with a long distance friend to make you do every chore you've been putting off

playing more pkmn platinummm

new article from yours truly - https://houdinimagazine.com/articles/2026-09-15-norco-a-surrealist-vision-of-labor-exploitation-in-the-south

new schlime9k video out on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OYAESY7KyY

以前也没发现求职这么难呀..负反馈/无反馈过多了。不过问了一下同学们，他们大多数也都没有什么回声。

Just have to make it through tomorrow and im free omg omg omg

Watching: the Edge of sleep

Highly considering going on a semi-hiatus for a bit, been depressed af lately & have no energy for anything social, especially after today

im so hungry but i cant eat anything substantial because i just pierced my tongue....maybe this is the key to losing weight

Dysfunction kicking in.

roughly 1/3rd into bar fridman-tell's "honeysuckle" and feeling the tension ratchet up horribly. lordy i love it

I simultaneously feel like I have to lock in/get productive AND like I need to slow down/take a break

2 weeks straight of pain and misery

asexual attempts to write sex scene (you won't believe what happens

this too shall pass or whatever

my fault, i just had ad-blocking on

yo first status lets go👀👀👀

Ainda bem que amanhã é sexta!

永眠

AAH!!

as soon as i get more important stuff done i will start tackling on making a game

New homepage is live, this is sort of a testing message, whilst I fiddle around with getting the functionality to work again.

ive been playing animal jam more recently

guys, because of wow forever I have no life anymore... it's like going back to an unhealthy addiction

at least i can still find joy in working on my site ...

Updating my site right now, using this as a testing message.

WHAT'S GOING ON I'M SCARED!

for my next trick i'll need a gun, a little patience, and preferably a doctor

i get tired of it all often

FUCKING FINALY ITS RANING SWEET GLORIOUS RAIN UNSHEATHES MY KINO BLADE WITH VIKTOR TSOIS FACE ENGRAVED IN IT

I LOVE OYSTERS I LOVE GOING OUT YESSS YESS FKYES

post con depression

i’ve got 64 tracks of Fender through a phaser as the sun shines into all the tracks i multitrack

Heehee game breaking bug that I have no idea what caused it or where it came from... solution? I simply roll it back

acho que arrumei um emprego.

Head hurty :(

meow:3

got my first cold of the season. just in time for the weekend trip i've been excited about

i cant believe i thought i was capable of having a good day

hatinf everything i've ever coded ougghhg

I miss you! I wish we could be together 24/7

She makes me so nervous

I have been tipped with fried chicken at work today

i feel normal

made my text tone an anmicius voice line but now whenever someone texts me i flinch

GOD I LOVE BEING 25 IN AN OFFICE FULL OF (almost or over) 30 YEARS OLDSSSS

Been building my neocities website for over 48 hours help

is this thing on.. (꒪ㅁ꒪ ‧̣̥̇)

quero o nintendo switch 2 zelda 40th anniversary edition

i love giving away origami models as gifts

got makeup 4 the first time and i genuinely feel like im gonna b looking like shane dawson kinda getting better

godddd why is it so normal to sneakily record strangers in public. day ruined i hate the elections

did u know u can fart even in sleep (i sure didnt want to find out this way)

i cannot describe how many outfits i can't wear because the jungle weather won't fuck off

39526174178 Add me on Our Notes everyone

icarly dvds for my birthday HELL YEAH

3 months no status, epic innit

pikmin....

why the fuck does anyone think AI looks good for any fucking reason whatsoever you're gross

why do ppl say adhd is quirky fun what's fun about having severe memory loss

coughs loud as fuck

If I had a dollar for everytime I wanted to strangle a customer. Mfs don't even glance at the sign, they just give you the fluoride stare.

i've been asleep for 14 hours

hello mania my awesome friend mwahhh

Stack Overflow and Reddit are great for finding answers until its you that's asking the question and you get downvoted and called a moron

going to bake a lion-shaped bread to celebrate baby being 2 months old, enjoy a hot chai outside in the breeze, and decorate for halloween

I have the worst headache ever....

Tried matcha today and it low-key kind tasted like grass but it was alright

I dislike my site again :(

when mid tier food is actually rly bad… GRRR

I'm on ch6 of "One Day Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This" and I definitely reccomend it!

Working on updating the layout to something I like a little more. I have bigger ideas for the design as a whole but one thing at a time.

if i got rich there would be signs (order all dorohedoro volumes at once)

ngl work makes me wanna vom

getting a haircut will fix me

im so tired all the time

all the pain and hate in my body spirited away the first minute of loading CONTROL RESONANT, I FEEL THE AURA!!!!

ace attorney vr. wow. that definitely is what everyone was waiting for

desaparecer seria ótimo...

im good rn

I got back to america and immediately got food poisoning #whatdatmean

working on my website again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjm9HwtQxjY

돌아가야할 시간이 다가온다는 건 위치 말고 정신도 어느 상태로 다시 돌아가야만 한다는 것에 대한 부담감이 아닐지…

Bandori our notes just dropped :3 So exciteddd millsage is cooking so hard on the songs yey

i wish dc donated money from their snep decorations to snow leopard trust

IM 17 YAYAYAYAY!

mentally ill guy: *links you a jjk amv* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThNMS9Mesw0

i have become obsessed with making linocut stamps.

#verified at long last CHEERS

Ave Mujica covering Abracadabra isn't in my bingo list

going insane! i just want a cute url!

working on a larger website update instead of just tossing a bunch of small ones on immediately after i finish

thank you Japanese chamber-pop artist Babi for getting me through my schoolwork tonight :)

Feb-Mar 2027 Tokyo, Seul

i had this weird dream where quite alot happened (i didnt even get an extra long sleep) but the most memorable part was i created a video (like a youtube video for my channel) and it was hilarious but the worst part is i dont remember what it was but i was making a second video and i kind of remember what that one was and from that i know it was genuinely hilarious and i am so sad i cannot remember what the first completed video was

For the last two years, I've gone from worse to what ever the fuck this is

another morning comes~

ELIAS !!!!!!!!!!

I'd like to see some sun while we still get sunlight, but it's been raining/cloudy for the entire month of September

y'all need to listen to triana if you like prog rock, specifically "El Patio"

This train is fucking packed someone save me from public transport

i accidently 8 a lots of bread and now im not hunger

Did a sport... My whole body hurts, but at least my back is not killing me atm.

replaying peace walker has me laughing and smiling from joy and then uncontrollably sobbing 2 minutes later

where the fuck did yesterday go

just started golden hairpin locked in copper sparrow

Putting up all the shelves and wall art that's been sitting in piles in my room the last 8 months! Where's this energy coming from

omg i feel like i have made some progress with cospla stuff but i have also destroyed my loungeroom in the process. its fine

late, dysphoric and overstimulated. every single day T-T

happy ianto thursday

making my mum watch sharp objects by buying it for her bday since it's a nice family bonding show

openAI hacking our govt that's awesome. not a problem

every so often i get the urge to stop talking to literally everybody and disappear off the face of the earth

Late night gaming, might write some more of my story tonight :3

missing my grandma

WAAAAH I JUST SAW THE RELEASED DELETED SCENE OF LOUIS KILLING THE PRIEST FROM THE 1994 IWTV MOVIE!! *throwing up and convulsing excitedly*

I never cried so much like I cried today. More than an hour non stop and I still feel like crying

fart green is an underrated shade

bye week.... PRAISE THE LORD 🙏🙏🙏🙏🥹🥹🥹

How is system work just never ending?

flowers blooms in your heart!

The finale of Dietrich's route actually made me cry. I love Fabio the yaoi is so fucking real it's not even funny

Looking forward to Minecraft Dungeons 2...

Let's watch the poop cartoon together

i love getting compliments omggggg

how it feels to be a girl and like math and geography and sociology and theatre and research and politics (life so awesome)

hi chat

I can't stop picking my skin :(

wherever I am Ifeel Redemption!!

homies i've been in the mines but on the plus side limbus company has taken my brain

I'm not afraid of the flame I've burned myself so many times I don't think I'll learn

just read my classes' syllabus and I already want to die I'm not built for this bro

I think I need to make a new guest book.

ive finished homestuck holy crap

awww i got such a nice guestbook comment aaaaaa idk how to react in indieweb netiquette so im just gonna be happy here

pagod at bagot ako

im a wuss

well. these past few days were very much needed TT u TT

head like a mole. black as your soul. i'd rather die. than be like a vole.

got eyebrow piercings !!! 1 on each side, vertical down the center

made a really questionable coffee with a new method. i think i'll just stick to the regular

when my mind is uncertain my body decides

Guess who's finally done working nights!

Had an allergic reaction to some lady's perfume at the vet, ugh i feel so badddd

la segunda pareja de kaoru hana se hizo canon, amooooooooo, por ellos sigo leyendo!

gona get my period

Esta difícil

trying "reverse pomodoro" technique (25min break, 5min work) to see if it can help with my productivity wish me luck

Wait there was a typo in my last status AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH (at least it’s fixed now but still 🥺)

i had to pity for wonder acute uuuuuuuuuuuu ;;

catbox.moe images replaced 🙂 (exception: Themes)

FINALLY approved my account

i thought i was invisible and you said "so is love"

waugh

I use humor/jokes to communicate my feelings because growing up laughter was the only tangible evidence they were validated. :/

five cheese tortellini, an edible, salt and pepper chips, and mass effect 2 (^-^)

deltarune theory videos are at the point where i can't tell what's satire and what's not. i dont think anyone knows what "theory" even means

awesome

where all the furries at

I'm so sick

practiced fry screaming too much now im insanely sleepu

We need to bring soap operas back, actually.

So Overwhelmed i think i will Die !

This journal update was a bit messy and all over the place, but my thoughts needed a place outside of my brain.

what was the meaning behind this morning's status? i forgot and we'll never know

9/23/26 5pm- Beautiful the Spider passed away. She was a very beautiful spider. I had her about a year and caught her from outside

two more lessons to finish this web dev course!

tokyo claw machine still down........ i miss her

I LOST MY FUCKING PLIERS 🧨🧨🪓🧨💣💣⛓️🧨💣🪓💥💥 WHERE ARE 🪓🪓🪚🧨 PL🧨R

figuring out tabs...

i'm soooo drunk @dietrich

going to start saying I work in finance

jeanne art drive update #2! check it out in navigation https://xn--4lzu1p.site/ (really big overhaul) also my gf broke up w me but its ok :3

left my laptop on the bus

disciplina? saviapgaulė?

that one friend that can't take criticism

Just added an academic paper generator to my scraper trap! I think I might be going a bit overboard with it 😅 https://sink.meadow.cafe/

Fall is here

Learning lots of new things this week in web dev

qutebrowser is pretty cool

only i could get sick without leaving the house

Updating my site for the first time in a while. My HTML skills have gotten rusty, but I think I got a good grasp on things.

shakria pleae 😭😭

i think i have a cold :( i hope it gets me off school but probably not

i think my brain has breadcrumbs on it

Meow

what is your dinosaur struggling with? 🦖 <3 https://funcorner.designfreaks.net/doodle?challenge=2026-09-21

training not to panic or overthink is making my stomach hurt a lot

i will be back to the smallweb soon

People always act like amab nonbinary people just don't exist

going to a museum and squealing "oh the juxtaposition" "oh the dichotomy" "oh the contradiction" at every art piece inclu the gift shop

Autumn already?

Ok I’m safe 💦

It’s easy, but it’s easier for me — they say it’s not fair every time I’m on it

I loooooove my archery class teeheehee!! but I keep getting whipped :/

ce soir on mange quoi

irxqg rxw d jxb iulhqg ri plqh olnhv ph rpj rpj lp sdqlfnlqj lp vr qhuyrxv wklv qhyhu kdsshqv wr ph!!!!!!!!!

Terminei de assistir "Invejosa" e agora tô órfã de uma série feminina cômica e dramática ao mesmo tempo...

yup a day to recoup is going great, totally not ignoring my arresting responsibilities by blanket burritoing myself

i want to become human too now

fall is here!!!! everybody celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"stored in the cloud", also known as "your files are on someone else's computer"

autumn is here! its so nice and chilly and rainy. i also got my drivers license around june but ive been so busy i havent had time to update

The back to school plague has hit and I feel dreadful

hyperfixation intensifies

i love sandwich

yes, I'm still bored

feeling sleepy on a rainy day

Do they put cocaine in coffee from the coffee vending machine in our college or what...

Back on my Ukagaka fixation and I might maybe *maybe* try and participate in the community......but also I'm gonna make a website section

釜玉うどん食べました。

I love my life

kind of #LOSINGMYMIND on this college work brah

i got,, baby bottle made for non-babies,, pretty good,,,for my regression✅

i like jrwi

Bruce Springsteen - Lucky Town is underrated

can finally continue playing persona 5 dawg

why was the beef stroganoff

woohee waooooohooooo

Playing deltarune and disney dreamlight valley right now. im also FINALLY working to finish an amv i started in 2020 so yay!

one doctor a day keeps the apple away

resident evil yellow paint

god i am bad at knitting

just got my schedule for the all-boys hs i transferred to and i have THREE classes assigned to me AND THEY'RE ALL FRESHMEN,,,LORD HAVE MERCY

these changes are scary but it needed to be done for my sanity, i am getting excited for the future ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀

Had my first session with my new therapist and got to eat conveyor belt sushi for din din.

i think i'll never be satisfied with how this site looks like and that's okay

goo....

the urge to play drums so bad. I need 2 rock n roll

Realizing the minute someone is condescending I think less of them (even if I agree) & can't shake that feeling afterwards. Explains a lot..

Test status so I can set up CSS and junk for my website whee

manchester soon

the whole damn year's gonna be over before i know it

Guys, please, leave me messages or something.. I want to add people to my list of neighbors T_T

all outcomes lead to the unknown!

have the urges to work and create but none of the energy

just watched ep1 of serial experiments lain. i don't quite get it but i like it. also started watching petscop recently.

there's so many creepy middle age dudes at my job man wtf :(

finally remembering voice training exists

beast of blood by malice mizer

Sometimes I feel a little ignored. I’m not sure how to address it.

gonna pull up uninvited to a frat tmmr just for shits and giggles

volviiii

finally made much needed changes to my site. everything's in one html, last.fm np, and this shit's mobile friendly now. awesome

a million blog posts and drawings in the backlog

Lowk you wake up one day and go "this is the rest of my life." And then you do that for the rest of your life.

blehhh ive been so busy my site is being neglected... whoops

una

Oh wow, that star rating widget I added to my site is making me somewhat self-conscious... Big oof.

I also need to update my website real quick too, and then continue drawing before bed, or I'll read my Python book before bed too.

prolly hangry actualy

fell asleep watching backrooms videos

i know what you want, and i see what you see.

holy shit, it's finally starting to cool DOWN THANK YOUUU i'm so ready for fall vibes

soo Many things going on these past few months, Oh boy. man Life is playin at my face right now dude

watched super eyepatch wolfs vid on the silent hill movies. very excellent

how am i supposed to think about school when im thinking about matt murdock!!!!

work, study, eat, sleep and repeat (╥ ω ╥)

I think one day it would be very cool to recount and write about all my experiences with art and aesthetics on the internet

Disregard all my previous posts, HRT made me a completely different person

Equinox!

#joymaxxing... i love my friends very much

hollis im jealous

one shot one shot one shot one shot

watched all three sonic movies yesterday

I FUCKING LOVE FALL!!!!!!

nvm i broke my status site lol

who'd win coughing baby or hydrogen bomb

sleep deprived

i need to get out of this apartment

my layout on here is messed up but i just cant be bothered to fix it

audiosurf

I don't understand how to get commissions....

focusrite come to me please come to me

depression is kicking my ass

doing a little better now

[patrick bateman voice] I have to dither some pngs

remember now why i h8 vaping i js threw up all the water i drank coughing after a few pen hits fuuuhck this

still alive! finally added something on the media thread!

playing murdle always tickle my little grey cells xD

i must be the most indecisive person to ever exist

Returning from the grave because the neocities itch has returned

gosh i didn't know how bad i was addicted to music T-T this RUSH OF DOPAMINE- love love love <3

had a banger pho and im going to eat ssome cookies

fall has officialy started and i'm struggling academically

finished The Book of Night Women...I'm very 'wtf' about it all

prince - deftones :drooling emoji:

radiioooo activityyyyy it is in the aiiir for youu and meeeee

they bumped my prescription up a whole number.. I CAN SEEE

Insomnia

My mood's been either so fucking lonely I need to die this instant or fuck I am balling dude I am creating recently

fortune's weave making the recovery from my surgery real easy

accidentally reignited an old interest

tiredddd

Lost my Dorm Key omfg </3

Status: OPEN! | Slots: 1/2 doodles

GOT MY WORK REHAB APPROVED, NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHATTTT

wheres sister when u need her

work is kicking my ass but jokes on them bc im farmin

havent even started on homework and i feel sleepy

this drink has me feeling extraterrestrial For real

making progress on my site after 2 years, yay!!!

i am once again Losing My Mind about anakin skywalker

lacy and cigarette smoke

"tell her that the asexual CEO of mullets would like a word with her"

Today's my birthday and I found out one of the webcomics I visit, is shutting down at the end of the year! Fun...

birthday yay

SANDWICH MAKING GUY AFTER MAKING THE SANDWICH: GUYS MAYBE WE GOTTA STOP MAKING SANDWICHES -> CONTINUES TO MAKE SANDWICHES

I fell asleep on some clouds over Philadelphia last night and woke up in Pittsburgh. O.o I brought rain too.

i NEED them to bring back resident evil for fortnitemares. i need leon so bad bro oh my GOD!!!!!!!

finished watching red rooms (2023) and i was both disturbed by the movie, and amazed at the same time by how they managed to put (doomed?) yuri in there. which is basically a movie about a low-empathy woman who enjoys watching snuff films

I generate and dwell in compassion and kindness towards myself

when the daytime be too bright and too hot you cant function ...

A great ai image edit website: https://ai.ezpicture.app

Combination of factors making me miserable. Rean voice haha

I cant stand when people ask "what drugs were you on when making this art??" Are you that boring, unimaginative and pathetic?

packing is so stressful omg

hiii

Recently joined ThingsBook and I'm honestly really enjoying the UI

all 14.4 projects have been paused because i saw a really beautiful sunset recently and need to chase it indefinitely. Thx ^_^ <3

https://www.discogs.com/user/zanothy i have discogs hehe

I have not been coding for a while...

Realmente quiero comprarme el Minecraft pero no quiero gastar dinero innecesariamente AAGHHH!!!!

i am wishing for good news

lol page is fucked but whatever i'm fixing everything i guessssss

Que ganas de romantizar todito en mi vida.. Pero no sé cómo empezar! :c

exhausted but awake

level 27 of speed run 4 is the closest thing to hell that you can experience

Wrapped up my school work and with that, my day has come to a close! Good night, everyone! <3

I miss them so much 🥹

just found out how to update my stuff locally after MONTHS of getting it all wrong

i've scrapped like 5 ideas for a webmaster page aaaAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHH

trying to compile my deltarune amatonormativity analysis but its all rendered completely obsolete by ch5 fuck T_T it might be over

sorry for skipping updates i have not touched the site in weeks. schools been fun

breaking bad hopecore au: fixing good ^u^

做了新美甲，心情舒适度都上升了一个level

really good hangout with lovely friends!

i love you guys

Adopté un perrito y como tengo libre albedrío lo llamé Deku. Also, empecé a hacer pilates!

you know i love you so.

broke my phone display today

just had a cheesy potato omelet and it's the 21st night of september!! oh wait i have an essay due tomorrow...

Today's English assignment: comic drawing. I hate it. I can't draw

Killtacular!

Chuva com granizo à noite 🌙🌧️🧊 Rain with hail at night

was playing isat earlier and mirabelle is aroace?? and siffrin is ace??? hell yeah! i love that for them :D

[2] and it was oddly satisfying to get to help clean up after! and spend time together after the party

Consegui marcar meu exame para amanhã de manhã. Previsão do tempo: chuva forte, ventos, raios, trovões, alagamentos... 😫

everyone wants me because i can name every roman emperor before the 3rd century crisis in order

im sure making halftone filter in css isnt that ha

woke up at 11 just to fall back asleep after eating and now its 5pm...

i think he's pissed

fell down the danmei rabbit hole

oh also got a job ! Should be happy abt that but My major. My Uni. The horrors

i miss the kirk... i miss the kirk... i miss the debates we had... i remember it all...

offering sweets to go with pizza

It’s been so long since I’ve seen a sunny morning. Finally.

querendo criar meu próprio ~status para o blog

I was really confused until I remembered I set my site to spam Katy Perry in the console as an error message! https://youtu.be/FY7h9_buFxo

rewatching lucky star

(officially) jeanne art drive update #1! check it out in navigation https://xn--4lzu1p.site/

my little pony addiction

ok guys i get it the shane L word comparison is funny its funny its funny but like im asking for real how do i not ruin relationships guys

DADY COOL PRESENTS... HOMEWORK

in schoo,,cleaning up this websites code !! :3

Really oughta get rid of the Art Fight mention in the Notice Board, but mmmmm tired

hi im not dead

collecting piles of plastic of that anime boy isn't enough i have to marry him.

havent coded since july #woops

ridges produce different colors across browsers....

mmm i love yummy grilled cheese

rainy woohoo

i experienced derealization for the first time today lol

Is it still possible to be in UX design/web design/software dev without getting involved with Gen AI / LLMs?

奇譚・哀楽探検隊！？/カロガド（連続音）＆カロガド（病） https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm46773098

Getting to play 2v8 DBD with my brother :3 happy day

Greetings from wedjat.city

i am sick and grumpy and i want My Man to be here

been playing DELTARUNE

Still thinking about the Kaya concert... The party ended an hour and she's still here

how to level up avatar so i can balance more than 2 hobbies at a time

i have feelings for my evil eunuch advisor

I was up walking around until 4 am, woke up for my 8 am class wanting to die

FUCK

romancing everynyan in fields of mistria!

https://youtu.be/z5NAJ7CDuOY

it's approx. 09:36 and I desire 2 gallons of milk but the lactose kind...

I'm going to use status.cafe to log site updates! Currently no updates. Busy. (༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

Sorting my papers in preparation for my new job! I've also finished Homestuck act 3

THERES TOO MANY THINGS TO DO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i keep trying to update my site via my second laptop but github SSH refuses to cooperate fml

school work

THE FLU IS COMING

MY TEEF HURT OWWIE

psychopomp made me feel something I haven't felt in years. Fear of knowing. I don't know what exactly, the end credit song made me feel that

hey its me its meowity

where is my home idk anymore

my sleep schedule is a WRECK lmao...

tonight's the night... TMR vs a.b.s cage fight

wait im dumb

AGONY! coming to you live from the emergency room

eepy

What a morning. Time for Trains and https://cozy.talk

So I can’t use the async id gen cuz I’m a Japanese? It was promoted in the JP backrooms official account tho https://async.backrooms.mov/

I will always have deserved what happened to me.

im tired of this grandpa- WELL THAT'S TOO DAMN BAD!!!!!!!

my noggin fulla soup. thas just the way it is

redoing my ENTIRE website!!!! and Re-re-re-re-re-learning html/css in the process...

https://techno.fm/radio

added art gallery and some more graphics

life is nothing if not a suffering.

我还是更喜欢循环hyperpop，相比于比较吵的那种vocaloid。因为hyperpop的音色更好。不吵的调教像真人的vocaloid也挺好的吧///

the only heated opinion i have about goodbye lara's ending is it should've been a 24 episode anime.

૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა KILL ME

zero alcohol all weekend. can't believe it

awoo~

minor update

hi guys im back how do you code again

It's cuter to forgive

RIP CHAD GILBERT I LOVED YOU

in a very looney tunes yaoi period of my life rn

My 3 classes + my job are making me feel exhausted. I wish I could take a long PAID break from life.

who else eepy forever

job applications job applications

I forgot I had a site. Sorry guys

Made eye contact with the guy next to me on the road who has the exact car as me... We are connected lol

me acabo de pispar de q me termine «queremos tanto a glenda» de cortazar y jamas le hice la reseña ni el log

hey it's not so bad actually!! college is fine

I hate school..

There’s some kind of trans allegory to be made about my period sneaking up on me mid-watching the new Resident Evil movie.

Don't touch that dial now We're just getting starteddddd~

keep going keep going keep going

The beginning of my 30s being like *spongebob in horror game room meme*

i love talking to myself

life has got me swamped, but at least i have league

So grateful for our new house!!!

"and handed him the lettuce meaningly."

sex is only ok if youre blood related and theres an age gap and its nonconsensual and it produces children

20TH SEPTEMBER 11:27AM] The concept of change is both scary and liberating.

Cause: I bought some new Rage Against The Machine CDs Effect: My ears are ringing

i really should get back into working on my own game's universe and story after getting sleep...

things are slowly looking up

#grrmondays

it'll be ok i think.

Rain, especially thunderstorms, absolutely fucking tank my mood.

once again flopfold has wronged me

did a cute ambient concert for my friends, got some help from the rain outside

been so swamped with school yet i still find the time to do absolutely nothing on my laptop

dont you carry nothing that might be a load, come on and ease on down, ease on down the roadd

coding my neocities... so excited for it to be done...

i loooveee talking to myself #selflove #andabitinsane #yayy

Kms. Found a camcorder i really on marketplace yesterday. I go to meet them at 9am like a half an hour from my house. NO ANSWER. GHOSTED.

im baaack i am in g*rmany now and have a JOB.... didnt bring my old laptop only the new one so i have to log in everywhere again...

So jealous on Little Death. Being a boy some days of the week and a girl on others. Would be awesome.

new pics, new art, layout changes, etc. more soon :)

grr

getting unlimited joy from my new werewolf mask

wdym they discovered another species of cat

woaw I forgot I had statuscafe. neat!

you can make that oc amv you've had in your head for years real, i believe in you

{МАШ} New free music albums out -> [https://vmsh.vivaldi.net/1-op-09-08-29]!

Staying up late and coding with my partner makes me so happy! And I got my Drawbox page up and running again!

Silence is often so much louder than ordinary noise. Loneliness is often so much more oppressive than the confinement of a crowd.

on the cookie run kingdom grind lord save me

vended at an event for the first time in fremont! wow. so thats what thats like

offline til i beat Fortune's Weave!

Estoy a punto de perderlo, pero estoy haciendo todo lo posible.

a really happy day today

bury or die

ok wurking on ittyyy bitty rehaul

started working on a children's book illustrated by me! kinda nervous

i think something bad happened to me

why is she tripping lmao

new dream c club in 2027 YEAAAAHH!!!!!!! wait for me secchan

i am not my worst enemy, but i am my own worst friend

How do people animate for a living this is hard af 𐔌՞╥﹏╥՞𐦯

Diseased... I caught a cold orz

just added a guestbook to my website yay yayyy!!

Winding down after witnessing some doom slop...

hardcore studying for classes AND just changed my site domain... me and website trapped in torture city together

penis

Doing classes, working on moving and working on getting our license. So! Updates might be a little slow. We're still around though!! - Del

Went to Cedar Point again today and got my credits for Millennium Force and Gatekeeper!

jack frost and hiccup on the mind... big fan

Thinking of studying in a language school in Tokyo, not sure if I'm too old to do that though...

Finished Jaadugar! I gotta pick up the manga now

I want to know how to make friends on the indie web... Does anyone have tips..

salieri/mozart codependent toxic doomed yaoi

putting energy into talking with people but they make me feel like im bothering them yay

bryce crawford is amazing. i hope i find a man in Christ like that one day.

tory fox update darkheart and my life is yours

NEW UTAU COVER JUST DROPPED

Been investigating a lot to see if I decide to port my site into 11ty and I have found a Starter pack I may use and adapt but I have no time

SCP 3999 - I Am the Center of Everything That Happens to Me

Eating tantanmen in your car is a dangerous game fr fr

BURN DOWN THE DiSCOO, HANG THE BLESSED DJ

give a fuck i’ve read the first two Housemaid books in six days

What's the point of my parents knocking on the door if they come in before i can respond....

Trans men and mascs deserve better.

its finally autism

Holaaaa he publicado mi pagina, ha sido bastante divertido realizarla. Espero poder incluir mas cositas. uwu

thinking about re-designing my website, will make a layout sketch and then plan it...

depressed as shit and behind on my classwork but we stay strong. for yuri.

I HAVE THE PASSWORD NOW too bad Im busy with uni rn

oh my goddddd just end my shit

¿Acabaré algún día mi Wordle?

"they say something isn't sentimental if it's true"

my new PC is coming today I'm so excited :33333333

IT'S NOT CALLED "SPEED UP" OR "TIKTOK VERSION" it's called NIGHTCORE AND YOU PUT AN ANIME GIRL ON THE THUMBNAIL /ref

what to do what to do what to do... oh i know! lie around morosely!

Do you have any Ibuprofen? I've got a headache.

never underestimate the power of a good red lipstick

firewall died :(

Trying things!

really want to play a ttrpg

aaaa

why do i get sick when i have things to do

Went to the pub today. Got some food. Stayed at a friend's house until 12:00 AM :3

WOE is getting revamped, incl. the website. Also the cellar will get touched up ... eventually.

I keep accidentally thinking that I’m a year into the past

new heartsteel is mid but it got me listening to paranoia again so that’s 🔥🔥

i want to stay ignorant

After a few days of silence I'm back on cozy.talk Talk to me^^

midterms got me studying 4 days before the exams bro i havent done this in 6 years

Test

experiencing devastating emotional states in a dream is not very live laugh love at all

True butterfly effect is reading Fire punch in November 2025 and geting an autism diagnosis almost a yearlater

"Don't be a phone chump, get a computer!" "Don't be a desktop chump" Oh no! What do i do!!

feeling scared to challenge myself into some new project

Family weddings and being ill don’t mix—especially when I’d rather be playing WoW Forever!

the after debut, she's here...!

Youre making this a lot more difficult than it really needs to be!!!!

i love the weekend

“I think humility is true confidence, and genuine kindness is strength.” ― Michiko Aoyama, Hot Chocolate on Thursday

everyone hates me and wants me to die

so little i know of computer :(.... :)

the sun is up again

going on a trip to tx soon...10 years since i've been. am i even still a texan anymore?

finally updating?

impeccable timing.

leave me alone

i want the rest of the year to be nice

ultimas horas com o meu cabelo e algumas horas pra um alto nivel de disforia novamente

testing testing... test test test...

"why does it take u so long 2 draw stuff?" dog

feeling awesum :D

ohhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhh

it is oktoberfest!

getting pissed @ the gall that can come w being born in a body idolized by the patriarchy @ my-therapist @ my-family-too-yall-arent-excluded

compost food is best food

Finally i'm gonna to work on my neocities after so much time

Accepting that I'm burnt out. Taking a break from new commissions so I can work on my shop and personal projects. Hopefully it helps.

I like to move it move it

Slowly bringing back my old site, oh how I missed you Traverse Town

gaining omega progress omega style

ive been feeling so sick the past few days this suuucks

trying to fall in love with art again... it's hard :(

Todays NSOTF update. . .holy shit. doesn't get any better than that

i wanna dissapear

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hey guys, I'm hosting a web jam. Here's the site for more information. https://jamming.goeshard.org/ LMK if you want to participate!

Website update coming up!

and the universe said there is still time

Trails is pretty cool

im feeling silly

eugh i am not feeling good today

Government activism is boring.

somehow there were two parts of today, the part that went decently and the biggest embarrassment in history

Just signed up for the waitlist on Spacehey

i know this’ll never happen but i truly wish i could search ao3 for fics with certain lines of dialogue

is extremely din djarin-pilled rn

food of the month: zuccini fries

cleared 4th Dan!!!

Потихоньку в целом.

test

everyday the curse on my life grows stronger

had a one hell of a week over a rejection lol

my "anti role models" are the september 22 animation meme groomer trio. i am afraid of becoming them.

i need to stop being lazy whenever i have free time!!

ver e reconhecer o outro, de verdade

I want to sleep but i can't :-:

my 2027 jibun techo DAYs has arrived~

holy SHIT the new crj is so fucking good

I know that the 7 deadly sins aren't deadly because i'm still alive

night bloom is so good omgg i love trigger

dropped the link: https://login.vivaldi.net/profile/donations

moved over to arupocket.neocities.org! (for archival purposes)

they should actually give me money to think about mash 24/7 im so good at it

i need a fucking vacation

好痛苦，实在是太痛苦了。身体也很痛，皮肤很疼，心情也很悲伤。

i'm watching full metal alchemist brotherhood...

Updating my blog after like 2 years? Is this really me?

WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK!!! #DUMB

They invented iron supplements as a new torture method im sure

"baby i don't know when i'm supposed to stop!" /ref

i seriously need to get my paranoia under control dude

i got a cold :( and am really sick

I FEEL THAT DREAD, you speak of,

The community I was apart of is gone. Its dead and will never be the same again. I'm all alone again.

Hey, wait, where did all these deadlines come from? :O

omfgpls give me a breakkkkkkkk life is crashing down on me,,,, dm for order updates if u want sorry for the wait

2 site updates exactly 1 week apart tis a Halloween miracle

a summer weather is back today so i went on a 7-mile hike in the forest, through a very steep trail, very minimally dressed

DK bananza my everything...

I'm ready for the rains please

threats of violence momentarily ceased. my boy is home <3

atp i make an account on a site vague the first thing i see that i dont like and leave ← person with something deeply wrong abt her

I LOVE MY JOB WOW

#mydegree

Bingewatching the Magic School Bus and Dragon Tales because its comfy

Thinking of experimenting with a new website layout for fun

i feel like i really really messed up this time

let's all listen to heart of gold by neil young and be happy

my tamagotchi (tekuteku angel pedometer) has resurrected!

we appreciate macklemore yes Free Palestine

i love you i will keep you safe

programmed a 3D background for my site. inspired by an old game's menu i made in 2017. feel free to check it out! ctrl+shift+r tho

zundamon has someone watching you in her eye like talking angela

movie night tonight with friends! excited!

it hot

im engaged!!

HEARTBREAKING: desk plushie left inside school backpack for 24 hours straight

please for the love of god stop hosting your images on imgur

finally started widow's bay a few days ago and my sis and are hooked. i can see why it had so many emmy wins!

strike a nerve like an airstrike raid, all under my skin

i think my copy of foobar2000 is psychic. many a times i start thinking about a song and then that song plays next on shuffle

BIRTHDAY YAAAAAAYYYYYYY

i have plans for my site but i never do them instead i do random stuff

the happy smiler

careless whisper

everything aches lord save me

:P

im so stressed, maybe thats why im sick

i have got to learn flexbox

cant wait for the cabaret soon!!

school is exhausting...

My cat pissed in the kitchen sink… good thing we didn’t have any dishes, asshole!

been experiencing great anxiety about being Perceived by others. likely will be on hiatus for a while, gotta figure some stuff out. T-T

go go gadget brick wall.

It's birthday time! Also happy canto 10 day!

I didn't go out because it was raining

I made buttons! Starting over from the bare bones of html/css learning... We are SO back

( ｡´ ω `) my partner bought me the prepainted len gk (yuunekodo 1/6) ♡‪

que risa cepillin, eres un NyE

I found an absolutely atrocious song to cover.

HEART by group_inou is a masterpiece

stream of consciousness

there's like NOBODY in my class except for me my friend and my classmate holy shit

every chair has been farted on

*logs onto lads* caleb you are not going to believe this shit

zzzzzzzz

mefle maketh ze sword art online

i love you pokemon unbound

I have to go into hiding again for safety. goodbye everyone I’ll be back on a new account in a months time or something

i should've gone to college

i have a web update ready but im too lazy to push it

I wanna make deco Lolita coord from scratch.. like the dress, accessories, bags, headdress, leg warmers etc. I’m thinking maybe flan themed?

my roommate keeps inviting her friends over.. but i don't think they like me very much. it's ok. more time to play games and code by myself

wasp week (negative)

I wanna get back into shape.... So I can go skydiving.

my mouse is broken and keeps double clicking everything AAAAAAAAAA

Ah, eto... blehh

today so draining lol

I don't know if I can lock for this contest, I got like 50 frames to draw-

it's now or never

my halloween pages are so so so cutes and awesome and really cooool im so excited to upload them...

like soooo excited about my radio show this year. also finally getting a semi handle on all of my to do list so expect updates on here soon!

I need to up my vocabulary, bruh, I type like a #RETARD

i've been tired and i also hate waiting for my husbands birthday to come around. it's agony to not let him know what i got him </3

i've been so tired lately. i sleep a lot and it's like my body can't stop sleeping no matter what.

Project Hail Mary has been amazing. About halfway through.

testing this out again!!

on hiatus...

i always feel like a d&d artificer when i use my crafting tools...

don't ever give me Trimethoprim/sulfamethoxazole ever again

NOT A GIRL fuck u BOOMERS IM NOT A GIRLLLL

i remembered my password im fricking powerful as fricking

i love cool weather

Siebren de Kuiper’s Controversially Transgender Husband

hopital pt.2

i thnk one of the problems w a lot of the stories i want to tell is i want to use a fantasy setting but the themes work best in a modern one

Internet refugees are welcome at Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe

i got my amateur radio license!

going on a hiatus for a few weeks or so to play visual novels ^^;

cache tes souvenirs dans une boite en carton

chill and vibecode session

couscous is so fucking tasty bro I'm losing my mind

Pourquoi je tombe toujours malade après un voyage ?

its so tiring not being understood by people who should understand you

ive had an annoying cough for a month now

love when stuff gets more inaccessible yass remove all my seating yesss unbearable joint pain

the seed keeps growing bigger and closer

currently away from my laptop atm.... forced away from coding........ sad...........

I lived bitch

one day they will invent a person who doesn't fumble me