alexflowers

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(25yo, they/he)

hello!! 😊

here you can stalk me plenty, because i yap constantly about every single thing i do throughout my day :P

feel free to leave a message on my atabook as well =D

thanks for passing by!

✏️ posting since nov/2024

Statuses

alexflowers 😶 2 days ago

still dissociating a lot lately.

alexflowers 💀 16 days ago

i've been feeling... really unhappy. like i'm on autopilot constantly. not caring for myself. i don't remember when i last felt truly alive.

alexflowers 💤 21 days ago

that party i was at did NOT go well lol. i'm doing well though, feeling sleepyy

alexflowers 😴 45 days ago

super sleepy & anxious at the same time. praying i can enjoy the weekend properly

alexflowers ☀️ 49 days ago

oh, hi! i haven't posted in a while. i've been working in that new job i mentioned. i'm still amazed i got such job. things are well.

alexflowers 💔 76 days ago

do you ever get the feeling you will never be a good friend, no matter how hard you try

alexflowers 😶 77 days ago

i'm gonna start the new job next week!!!! super excited/anxious/nervous :s

alexflowers 😯 83 days ago

i.. i got the job guys.. i'm still in disbelief. please come back later when i actually process this information

alexflowers 🔥 85 days ago

wait folks i had the last interview & i actually think i'm a good fit for that job..!! MANIFEST IT FOR ME!! let's face new challenges 💪

alexflowers 😱 85 days ago

super anxious... hoping i can have a proper night of sleep.

alexflowers 😶 87 days ago

i had a pretty bad breakdown yesterday 😬 i can see the sun a bit more today. hoping i don't get down like that again.

alexflowers 💀 87 days ago

maybe i should just isolate and never talk to anyone ever again. i'm the fucking worst

alexflowers 💔 88 days ago

people talk about not feeling loved, but i try HARD to express my love to people and it feels like it's in vain. like it hits a brick wall..

alexflowers 💀 89 days ago

feeling like complete SHIT and the voices are not taking it easy!

alexflowers 💔 90 days ago

literally every social interaction i've had in the past few weeks made me feel like an awful heartless friend. my pleasantness is negative

alexflowers 🏆 90 days ago

finally scheduled some doctors i've been postponing!!!!! yay!

alexflowers 📚 94 days ago

saw one of my favorite authors irl today! going to see her again at a bookstore event right now.

alexflowers 💔 94 days ago

one of my biggest inspirations just passed away.. i'm feeling weird. i thought we would collab soon. he was young. so much on my head rn.

alexflowers 🤔 95 days ago

feeling a bit more chill after the interview. i have another one tomorrow with the HR team. honestly it would be a good opportunity

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