alexflowers

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Homepage
http://alex.nekoweb.org
About

(25yo, they/he)

hello!!

i'm just another guy who likes to code & has very bad social skills.

i struggle with dissociation, which worsens when i force myself to socialize. that's why i love having alone time.


here you can stalk me plenty, because i talk a lot about small things i do throughout my day!

please feel free to leave a message on my atabook

thanks for passing by!

✏️ posting since nov/2024

Statuses

alexflowers ❤️ 4 hours ago

kpop demon hunters is so good. i thought i wouldn't be into it but i genuinely enjoyed it.

alexflowers 💔 7 days ago

trying to reinforce my boundaries and struggling with it. feeling like a bad friend.

alexflowers 🥱 7 days ago

absolutely love my job but i'm seriously super tired lol

alexflowers 🙂 8 days ago

feeling pretty good today! i just wish my partner was home with me too :/

alexflowers 🥰 9 days ago

today was a good day!!!! feeling happy! i love my job! wtf!

alexflowers 😶 12 days ago

i think it's kind of sad we have to transform tragedies into consumable media in order for people to pay attention and care about others

alexflowers 💀 12 days ago

i'm exhausted. but i feel like i have no time to rest.

alexflowers 💀 13 days ago

i don't know what i'm doing.. i should be doing something.. this is weird (dissociating)

alexflowers ✨ 14 days ago

posted the game i was working on ._. not very proud of the result, but happy i forced myself to post anyway

alexflowers 💔 18 days ago

making a game for a gamejam and trying to not overthink how this game doesn't seem fun to play at all. trying to not hate myself

alexflowers 💀 22 days ago

haven't been feeling great.

alexflowers ❤️ 27 days ago

sitting in a place at the club where i can feel the vibrations of the music..!!!! so strong /pos

alexflowers 💻 29 days ago

lots of creative tasks at work 😵‍💫 kinda exhausted. i'm gonna have a busy weekend as well. i crave rest

alexflowers 💤 40 days ago

i'm so sleepy :/ but i have so much to do

alexflowers 🎱 42 days ago

i might not trust my loved ones. this is so sad. the way i've been dissociating in the past months might say something about how safe i feel

alexflowers 🥰 45 days ago

yknow when you do something you love doing but havent done for a while now. and you remember life is worth living. that's me with webdev rn

alexflowers 😱 48 days ago

unhealthily obsessed w/ "not wasting money" even though i have a decent income. i need to stop turning every purchase into a mental struggle

alexflowers 😶 49 days ago

i feel extreme mental&physical pain when people display disappointment on my lack of social skills/availability! i need to be perfect always

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