haven't been feeling great.
alexflowers
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(25yo, they/he)
hello!!
i'm just another guy who likes to code & has very bad social skills.
i struggle with dissociation, which worsens when i force myself to socialize. that's why i love having alone time.
here you can stalk me plenty, because i talk a lot about small things i do throughout my day!
please feel free to leave a message on my atabook
thanks for passing by!
✏️ posting since nov/2024merry christmxss
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sitting in a place at the club where i can feel the vibrations of the music..!!!! so strong /pos
gonna party tonite!
lots of creative tasks at work 😵💫 kinda exhausted. i'm gonna have a busy weekend as well. i crave rest
@bird i'm 25!
i'm so sleepy :/ but i have so much to do
i might not trust my loved ones. this is so sad. the way i've been dissociating in the past months might say something about how safe i feel
yknow when you do something you love doing but havent done for a while now. and you remember life is worth living. that's me with webdev rn
unhealthily obsessed w/ "not wasting money" even though i have a decent income. i need to stop turning every purchase into a mental struggle
i feel extreme mental&physical pain when people display disappointment on my lack of social skills/availability! i need to be perfect always
i wish i could spend my entire day webcoding but i have a bunch of social commitments :/ sighs..
still dissociating a lot lately.
i've been feeling... really unhappy. like i'm on autopilot constantly. not caring for myself. i don't remember when i last felt truly alive.
that party i was at did NOT go well lol. i'm doing well though, feeling sleepyy
at a friend's party!
super sleepy & anxious at the same time. praying i can enjoy the weekend properly
oh, hi! i haven't posted in a while. i've been working in that new job i mentioned. i'm still amazed i got such job. things are well.
do you ever get the feeling you will never be a good friend, no matter how hard you try
i'm gonna start the new job next week!!!! super excited/anxious/nervous :s
i.. i got the job guys.. i'm still in disbelief. please come back later when i actually process this information