yesterday was an awful mental health day. today i'm meh. trying to understand what i want from life. gonna write a bearblog post

i'm feeling so so fucking bad. worthless. meaningless. discouraged. hopeless. exhausted of trying to find meaning in life.

kpop demon hunters is so good. i thought i wouldn't be into it but i genuinely enjoyed it.

trying to reinforce my boundaries and struggling with it. feeling like a bad friend.

absolutely love my job but i'm seriously super tired lol

feeling pretty good today! i just wish my partner was home with me too :/

today was a good day!!!! feeling happy! i love my job! wtf!

i think it's kind of sad we have to transform tragedies into consumable media in order for people to pay attention and care about others

i'm exhausted. but i feel like i have no time to rest.

i don't know what i'm doing.. i should be doing something.. this is weird (dissociating)

posted the game i was working on ._. not very proud of the result, but happy i forced myself to post anyway

making a game for a gamejam and trying to not overthink how this game doesn't seem fun to play at all. trying to not hate myself

haven't been feeling great.

sitting in a place at the club where i can feel the vibrations of the music..!!!! so strong /pos

gonna party tonite!

lots of creative tasks at work 😵‍💫 kinda exhausted. i'm gonna have a busy weekend as well. i crave rest

@bird i'm 25!

i'm so sleepy :/ but i have so much to do

i might not trust my loved ones. this is so sad. the way i've been dissociating in the past months might say something about how safe i feel

yknow when you do something you love doing but havent done for a while now. and you remember life is worth living. that's me with webdev rn