getting work done i swear

dumb stupid baby award over here didn't do their paperwork and now actually won't start their new job until friday :(

starting a new (second) job tomorrow and i'm so totally not nervous (i am so nervous)

deep clean sunday!!!!

why am i simultaneously so paranoid that my partner is going to carry on a secret affair and so confident that he would never

new poem dropped https://donotsubmit.net/fastpeoplesearch-com-doesnt-know-who-i-am-and-neither-do-i-by-stephanie-anderson/

creeping feeling that i'm constantly chasing some vision of "cool" that will never be within my grasp

creeping feeling that i'm constantly chasing some vision of "cool" that will never be within my grasp

feels like it isn't fun to be on the internet anymore these days

happy wolf moon to my fellow lovers and losers

i just have to lock in

uh oh i'm feeling unhealthy

objectively i am "writing" "poetry"

nothing looks right from up close

strange 2 spend so many days off of my laptop

shame spiral over a late credit card payment that is way higher than u thought it would be? it's more likely that u think

one more semester done with!! just one more and i'm done 4eva

feeling weird

sending risky messages and throwing laptop across room, u kno how it is

personally i think if my former roommate is making a playlist about how much they hate me the songs on it should be at least like good