the most authentic form of myself exists in text

i yearn for social death, release me please

cant wait to see the collapse of the american empire

really liking that compulsion to make art even when you know it's shitty

i reject the notion of adulthood being anything serious

my throat hurts from speaking too much (not used to socializing, this is very tiring) 11/04 21:03

I DONT KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT I WANT AND NOBODY CAN TELL ME THE ANSWER

life and circumstance continue to prove the theory that if i don't get a heart attack by 60 i will certainly die of cancer in my 70s

brb killing myself (i lost my favorite hat and they dont sell it anymore)

no puede ser desayuné una quesadilla y se va a acabar el mundo 28/03 13:47

i hate instagram with a fervor

i'm not used to being an active participant of life [19/03 1:47]

must not succumb to the lure of sleep

but why do i have to live in a world with other people

the fact that i have to work to live is really ruining my life plans rn

the friend zone is the best zone to be at

why did i choose the major that would personally torment me the most

i think i will remain a fool forever

need to be more self-aware but not self-aware enough that i crumble

trying hard not to base self-worth on intelligence (intelligence isn't real)