welcome back status.cafe i missed u

i cant ever find social circles for both ppl MY AGE *AND* my level of autistic. all the adult asd servers i find are abandoned u _ u

i wish i could practice social interaction but any circle i try to i end up ostracized anyway hehe

basically relearning how to draw after not rly drawing for like 2 years....rly takes it outta me dawg

i kinda wish someone would try and call my bluff abt not being suitable to drive just so i can ram into a brick wall at full speed

shrines page update for music and shows pages ^w^

if i keep it all in then i wont bother a single person hehe remember! don't share ur feelings with others (:

training not to panic or overthink is making my stomach hurt a lot

new little simple ass gallery added to home page lalala

who care but i re-enabled my games to be visible again.....

and to top it all off, sugar ant infestation got me feeling mmmm insane

time to drink tha pain away some more hehe

ooooo when will it stop!!! hehe!

i dont want to kms but i also dont want the constant suffering 💀 💀 💀

ngl i rly wish sui pacts were easier to come by like if it were in a group i think id be less of a coward

it happened! isolated so hard im back to having one less friend. kms

v much a 'who care' moment but erm me take break......i dont wanna do ts anymore man 🙂🔫

huzza 4 BL VNs

the constant need to "punish myself" is kiiinda crazy ngl

less than 10 min left of my birthday. today was nice