coming to terms with how i might not even want new friends so much as a dog right now

im so rusty with gamedev im relearning how to use mv but game...make...must...

it's so fun to be old and disabled and lonely it's so fun to be isolated and empty feeling

new site button + stamp collection on fp ~

BRAND NEW HOMEPAGE TY ophanimkei!!!

one (1) month off shortform socmed and im feeling ??? Not Too Bad. Hm.

It never gets easier even just a little bit

New game added to my Shrines page everyone play VLT

i wish it would get easier

oh! thank you wead!

How to make a cry for help seem less cringe asking for a friend

when will i stop feeling like this

oh it keeps happening! yaaayyaa

(deleted the majority of the crashout diary) what! haha everything is fine (: don't worry (: about it (: <- the sufferer

Oh! It is Not So Good in Brain day! (: writing it out helps for sure but oh gee oh goodness does it hurt!

going 2 lie to my dr so i can reduce my dosage again i prommy i wont do Bad Thing trust

life is pain but at least tomodachi life 2 confirmed so (:

So close to not giving af abt socmed and being on it again. Still anxious but im trying!!! im trying so dam hard!!!!!

more babbling journaling helps a bit for le mental illness but omg i wish it would just STOP

a break from socmed feels both liberating and a bit boring. but, i already feel p good (: