maybe the new meds are helping lmao?

ok jumped tha gun with nekoweb so im using both it and neocities hehe <-brainworms

hid all my stats on my side on nekoweb so i don't let The Disease win, sorry whomever follows ><;

the kanji for fingernails is always so funnie to me...those sure are nails huh 爪

i wish socmed didnt mess with my brain sm bc i'd love to be on it again but alas....the curse

ourgh tummy ach e

i hate having to eat everyday why cant i just eat the one time and be done with itttt

hope my husband has a good day at work today bleeease auuuuu auuuuuuuu

erm things could still be worse but it would be cool if things were better hehe

well it sure sucks my first pnp made me feel rejected and worthless hehe my brain hehe is so not effed up ehehehee

maybe im a lil more sick than i thought. getting very exhausted and other uncomfortable symptoms hehe

if i wasn't getting over this cold i'd like to get a lot more drunk than this

life is pain and everything but at least i married my high school sweetheart so there's that (: LOVE WINS

the shit thing abt being on new medication is Positive: Better emotional regulation, Negative: Less creative output ................

I love having a cold i love coughing up phlegm i love feeling like my chest is compressed #ilovebeingsick (satire)

welcome back status.cafe i missed u

i cant ever find social circles for both ppl MY AGE *AND* my level of autistic. all the adult asd servers i find are abandoned u _ u

i wish i could practice social interaction but any circle i try to i end up ostracized anyway hehe

basically relearning how to draw after not rly drawing for like 2 years....rly takes it outta me dawg

i kinda wish someone would try and call my bluff abt not being suitable to drive just so i can ram into a brick wall at full speed