week 3 without internet because ppl hate me and wont help to fix it because they hate me

Ahh, another day of successfully doom-scrolling myself into geo-politics and stress

I might've been journaling for 769 days now without realizing i'm journaling

Finally tasted "dubai chocolate" and it has a light vomit taste to it. 3/10, still not as bad as american chocolate. Also im sick.

Mewgenics addicting game, Tink is fucking hot. Depression kicking my ass. I pooped a lot.

Made my mom cry by being angry and now i want to kms

Yesterday i had an anxiety attack about dying, today i bleed. Can this be any worse?

It's so fucking damaging when everyone around you just doesn't care. They don't ask, don't talk to me. "Family." Isolation.

Had no warm water to wash myself in. Parents dgaf. Ironic for this country when our most famous meme is "water heater for sale"

I feel like hanging myself would fix my spine more than all the other problems in my life, i have chronic neck pain i need it GONE

I'm Jeff the Killer sexual. wdym i'll never have him...

I'll never get applied if I can't pick up the phone...

FINALLY PROPER SNOW

SNOW!!

the least white xmas.... thanks Elon....

My worktime in holidays is from waking up to going to sleep, no extra pay. Love it.

Monday morning: Fingered.

BRO WHY AND HOW DOES THE STOFFHUMMEL.DE FOLLOW ME??!?!? IM POPULAR!!!!!

Today is legendary. I finished my English language exam and i pooped a very long one. I think i passed the exam tho

Last time client said im the cheapest in the country now he saying my work was "fckin expensive" now what. Fuck that guy tbh