Trial day at work- applied to first job- and they broke both my legs and crushed my muscles.

First workday: Quit 2 hours in.

Borat, GG Allin, handpaws and stress from tomorrow. Trial day, work. I don't even know how many hours a week will i work yet lmao idc

Today: Drug suspicion and loving crazy people who are a threat to themselves and others. And hobos.

Everyone hates me when i speak and i hate my sister

week 3 without internet because ppl hate me and wont help to fix it because they hate me

Ahh, another day of successfully doom-scrolling myself into geo-politics and stress

I might've been journaling for 769 days now without realizing i'm journaling

Finally tasted "dubai chocolate" and it has a light vomit taste to it. 3/10, still not as bad as american chocolate. Also im sick.

Mewgenics addicting game, Tink is fucking hot. Depression kicking my ass. I pooped a lot.

Made my mom cry by being angry and now i want to kms

Yesterday i had an anxiety attack about dying, today i bleed. Can this be any worse?

It's so fucking damaging when everyone around you just doesn't care. They don't ask, don't talk to me. "Family." Isolation.

Had no warm water to wash myself in. Parents dgaf. Ironic for this country when our most famous meme is "water heater for sale"

I feel like hanging myself would fix my spine more than all the other problems in my life, i have chronic neck pain i need it GONE

I'm Jeff the Killer sexual. wdym i'll never have him...

I'll never get applied if I can't pick up the phone...

FINALLY PROPER SNOW

SNOW!!

the least white xmas.... thanks Elon....