am i delusional or is every song about my otp

btw i am drawing daily, but it's kind of an accidental thing (i started a couple days before october) and it's not a formal challenge :P

my art has improved but honestly the gulf of quality between my old handwriting (my entire life) vs my handwriting now is a much bigger deal

i haven't fixated on anything this hard since i was a kid and i think i might actually be getting superpowers

reorganized and cleaned my entire house and now i feel like a dog that just got rehomed

studying anatomy for the first time in like 6 years exclusively so that i can draw metal gear solid im not even exaggerating

i want to draw beautiful men but i don't have the skills for it 😔

genuinely starting to believe that my skill in art is determined by the phases of the moon

just finished mgsv yippeee 😀 wdym thats it 😀 wdym theres no more games 😀 w

big boss listening to 80s bangers while executing an entire military outpost

NEKOMURA IROHA IS BACK LET's GOOOOOOO

just ran into the dog that lives somewhere on my walk to work... omg... its been months but she recognized me and ran up to me 🥹🥹 my heart

enjoying black tea on a sunny afternoon :)

i'm still waiting on the third raffle winner to send me their ref :s it's okay but it's been on my to-do list for sooo long

made big batch of stew yesterday..... guess what i'm doing today... making a big batch of a different stew B)

up late.... can't sleep.... mourning everything i missed out on at vexpo..... praying another opportunity will come my way when i can travel

i can't wait to start the autumn soupy season

oh my GOD it is beautiful today. hoooly shit

please god bring back ayami family cafe at a time when i can afford to go to japan and buy out their entire stock

genuinely so heartbroken that i can't visit the uk to go to vexpo..... fml there's so much merch i'm never gonna have the chance to buy 😫