High as giraffe lips rn nbd

Adrift at sea, it feels. Need some routine and reason.

Neither of my kids want anything to do with me. Why even...

Waiting on the background check at the probable new job - fingers crossed!

Life is a bit much sometimes, that's all I know.

Tired AF. Almost no sleep last night and first day at the new job today after being unemployed for two months. Ugh.

Super excited and hopeful about the new job prospect!

Feeling pretty disillusioned about not getting a job when "everyone is hiring".

IDK what do do. Rent and bills do, zero support network, everything about to end, considering hopping on a boxcar.

My last kid came and got their stuff after moving out ungraciously. And didn't say a word to me.

Lost my job today, so that pretty much sucks.

What a week and a half 2023 has already turned into. Feeling decent and hoping that turns to fantastic by the end of the year.

Things have gotten so off the rails in my family, I don't even actualy factually know what to do.

Just happy and nourished feeling after spending the holiday eve with my kids.

Feelin' re-purposed in my original purpose.

Uh. Muh. gUG.

I clearly have no fucking idea what the fuck I am actually fucking doing.

Annoyed I'm having so many troubles getting my custom domain working properly, ugh.

Just, simply, here...

Just chillin' - for once no crazy stuff is goin' on in my life, just normal day to day shit, and I am rather enjoying it.