i used to suffer intensely for 5-7 days each month; now that suffering has been divided so that i suffer a little less, but now every day

wtb emotions

i made a good choice (and now everything hurts)

screamin'

it is what it is

what th point

"graceless" by the national

waiting

things might..... might? be improving..?

it is what it is, it is how it's meant to be, i can't change what's already happened, this too shall pass.

i'm not here i'm pretending to be elsewhere maybe not even on earth

compute alone in cold dark room

is it time to die yet?

nothings new same old wanna dieeee

coping as best as i can

getting my hair trimmed over and over

....

drinking coffee and crying, what's new

wasting time always

exhausted depressed suffering at the library