bluesky too depressing

i found my ipad!!~!~ i can draw again!!

peak........

it's been a very long week.. or two.. want to update my site but i've been busy with a few other things.

clinical trial got me fucked up ......

ooiiuuuaaagghhuu full time hours oaouurrhghhh

what do you do when artblock has lasted almost a decade

i just made the best cheese and pickle sandwich

i hate that i've become so depressed, all my hobbies feel so very empty... you've ruined me.

i am just baffled and broken.

science is just the magick system we figured out for our world

i can feel my knee flaring up again

turns out my infodumping writing voice sounds like an 8 year old writing in their journal about their summer vacation. mortifying info.

i need this site to be gayer btw. people are actually not getting how gay i am

i have to stop staying up so late.......

there's a spider on my ceiling but i cba to put pants on and i really don't wanna fight a spider butt naked and vulnerable

don't want big early shifts this week 😥😥

i had a very bad day at work. i crashed out hard in front of my new manager + almost bpd split (╯_╰)

should i buy supportier tier for neocities... much to think about.

i want to drop out so bad :/ this isnt worth it.