i fuckin love communal effervescence

If you're learning to play an instrument or doing something musical, keep fucking going. It's worth it.

part of me died today. i had to kill her, but i'll resurrect her when i can. i promise.

when I think too much about it all, I just want to give up

i'm too hung up on needing a new computer but not having enough money for it. making me feel more trapped than i already am

went to a thing yesterday with other people that wasn't work or rotting in bed. trying to do that more.

I've never liked roller coasters. Only the ones where you can't tell how high you are. I'm starting to feel the same about my emotions.

i feel like I'm wasting my life, so what's even the point?

new hobby/ creativity outlet unlocked! been really getting into bracelet making ever since making kandi for some concerts.

I feel more connected to humanity on text-based simple things like status cafe than any other social platform. I'm so glad we still have it

Why is it so hard to take care of myself? It takes all of my energy just to do barely the basics

happy spooky season everyone!

The best songs are either a lament or a torment - tension bottled to drink on shuffle, on repeat

welp. joined the anti-depressant gang. please for the love of god, do SOMETHING. PLEASE.

post-concert depression fucking sucks... it might just be morphing into general depression atp

All the astrological/ seasonal changes this month are A LOT, but very much in a darkest-night-before-the-dawn kind of way

trying to replace the skinner box feels like the only way to break the spell at this point

who has two thumbs and is seeing TØP two nights in a row? THIS GAL!

spontaneously submitted a poem for a public art contest and trying to not think too much about the result (I want it BAD)

I want to be wasting time better.