drinking soju and reading about adolescent development

it has occurred to me in the form of communications that i should probably start valuing my time

read they said itll be fun they said but now im out here contemplating the greater mysteries of life as my workload increases by the day

i like calling my doctor's office because there is a guy there who is so no bullshit and always just gets me my med approvals

you could be going thru the most harrowing gutwrenching shit of your life and still have to clock into work the next day

nevermind menthol on the porch I'm good I'm Gucci even

I'm going to be okay so I don't want to tell my loved ones but I hope I don't wake up tomorrow. Everything hurts, fuck seasonal depression

no more geekin out I gotta quit smoking that shit. ready for a week from hell

message to all bitches: please survive november

you know its dire when you start relating to emo songs from the 2000s again

finished playign mouthwashign going to puke and cry and scream and wail and weep its so GOOD

i cant wait to move into a room with sunlight during the day!

new journal entry! check it out in my zonelets or through the link in the changelog.

caffeine and cigarettes are an unfortunately goated combo

went for a run and washed my shower today hrt fuckign rules

sittin' in the cafe that my friend works at and i've gotten THREE free goodies specially delivered to my table #babygirl #bald #winnign

i stepped out of my room to eat breakfast but i ended up tightening the screws on my dining chairs and walking away

more pollen and allergens in the air...sad...but i had some really satisfying sneezes today

the moment the weather cooled down in socal, i started sleeping all day and dreaming about dying at sea...seasonal depression is vile

I NEED TO BE DRIVIN A KEI TRUCK UP THE HIGHWAY IN THE DARK SMELLING PINE IN THE AIR NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW