raging out without my ciggies but i really do want to quit ;-;

made some delicious millefeuille nabe

i have a retirement plan now wow

finally made a small change on my website despite the never ending work and school horrors

being 25 is about crying to better music than the stuff you used to cry to at 14

i have felt behind on everything for the last six weeks

everyone who gave 'how to survive safely in a science fictional universe' a low review and called it rambling, explode!!!

happy pride!!!

stargazing is so amazing

the body keeps the score!! augh... daily tasks become so burdensome when one is walking around with heavy feelings

chicken pot pie is good :)

really into oatmeal and rice crackers lately #deprivedsoul

low effort journal posting on my website because i've been really busy lately. sorry.

drinking soju and reading about adolescent development

it has occurred to me in the form of communications that i should probably start valuing my time

read they said itll be fun they said but now im out here contemplating the greater mysteries of life as my workload increases by the day

i like calling my doctor's office because there is a guy there who is so no bullshit and always just gets me my med approvals

you could be going thru the most harrowing gutwrenching shit of your life and still have to clock into work the next day

nevermind menthol on the porch I'm good I'm Gucci even

I'm going to be okay so I don't want to tell my loved ones but I hope I don't wake up tomorrow. Everything hurts, fuck seasonal depression