eternal slumber sounds nice right about now. i;m tiredddd

started reading dune solely bc of piter de vries and now that he;s dead i have no real motivation to continue. but i must :-[

the moment i stop daydreaming my mind immediately jumps to thoughts of ending my life. ugh.

i think i _might_ have avpd .....

is it normal to think about killing yourself every time you encounter little inconveniences

i <3 piracy

awfully drunk. very happy though. singing... alone... i love neingung. singing. yay. yippee, even.

talking 2 ppl makes me feel like shit. not talking 2 ppl makes me feel like shit, too. what am i supposed to do. :-[

i'm tiredddd wanna spend a week ( maybe evenm more ) curled up in a bed ughhhhhhhhh :-[

going ferallll

madly in love w/ dalek sec

tomodachi life ltd can't come out soon enough I NEED TO MAKE MY BLORBOS AND WATCH THEM FROLIC ABOUT AAAAGJJjufejk

found a really great spicy fic and im going feralllll why just whyyyy is the author of this masterpiece anonymous

college hasn't been kind to me. predictably, as an alternative queer, i've become a laughing stock. i just wanted 2 make new friends and have fun ughhh :-[

finished "cursed cocktails" today! 10/10 would recommend loved every page

yearning for connection while being terrible at keeping in touch and conversing in general sucks. can i just. quietly obsess over people and know what they think of me sometimes too. and call it friendship. and be content with it.

college starts in a week i'm so anxious ... i'm a freak and i'm 3 yrs older than mpst of my peers i'm def not gonna make friends ughhh :-[

drunk n tiredddd

discovered siouxsie and the banshees yesterday. waow. waow... !!!!!!!!.

ppl keep mistaking me for a goth i feel like a poseur even tho i correct them every time and say that i am not auggghhh