man i cannot wait to become a CIS major ( they;re trans and have only just realised how silly the english acronym is lololo )

super excited 4 tomorrowwww :-] gonna either FINALLY have my name changed or. i dunno. reapply. with a different name.

ugghhgh whyyyyyy am i like this.

my spacehey acc has been suspended though i haven't used it these past few months and i don't remember posting any " sexual content " ! ugh

the genderfluid urge to look like the troubadour the princess and the detective from the soviet bremen town musicians

applied to change my name ^^ they said it;s a bit strange and they'll have to check if it's real first sooo yeah gotta wait 4 a month or so

gonna apply to change my legal name today !!!

i LOVE thrift stores !!! got two very nice tops w/ 80s - 90s vibes ( according to my parents ) for like 500RUB waow

brooding again.

the exams are OVER!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYY HOORAY YIPPEE

only two exams left. and then. i will not be free but whatever. ( need 2 get a job to pay for the name change gahhh!!!! )

why am i not aroace i'm tired of yearning!!!!!!!!!!!

brooding

finished my first true pacifist route today ! been in the fandom since 2017 &&& seen many playthroughs buuut still cried a lot

HAPPY PRIDE !!!!!!!🦭

i am not doing enough

blehhhhh

wanna buy a super old used laptop / netbook just to mess with it :P

https://youtu.be/KlTNKOnfXFk?si=EwkwLe6tVs40xcRW PEAK!!!!!!!!!

my first exam is in 2hrs aaaaaaaaagh i didm't get enough sleep