i need a sign from the world that it’s okay for me to be alive

happy birthday to me ^_-

I badly wish there was someone in my life who could give me a sincere hug right now just the thought of it makes me want to cry

binge watched all of paranoia agent its soo good...

DRAWING IS FUN AGAIN WE ARE SO BACK

I really want to learn to play the ocarina lol...

just had coffee soda for the first time today... it was so awesome...

im having crushes on girls. what the hell

i can’t cope with existing right now

i miss my grandma

I feel so lonely

when I was in highschool someone compared my figure drawings to the work of egon scheele. thats a crazy compliment to give to a 15 year old

Today marks the day that I have finally ascended onto a higher plane of consciousness

I’ve obtained true catharsis, and I feel that my heart has truly healed, even if it’s just a little

I love being alone but i dont like feeling lonely

It’s hard to be kind to yourself when you feel like you don’t deserve it, I’ll try my best today anyways

i love my whimsical ass life

tonight is so cozy im so happy :]

GOT LAMP TICKETS WOOOOO!!!

there is kindness all around me, I just need to accept it