im having crushes on girls. what the hell

i can’t cope with existing right now

i miss my grandma

I feel so lonely

when I was in highschool someone compared my figure drawings to the work of egon scheele. thats a crazy compliment to give to a 15 year old

Today marks the day that I have finally ascended onto a higher plane of consciousness

I’ve obtained true catharsis, and I feel that my heart has truly healed, even if it’s just a little

I love being alone but i dont like feeling lonely

It’s hard to be kind to yourself when you feel like you don’t deserve it, I’ll try my best today anyways

i love my whimsical ass life

tonight is so cozy im so happy :]

GOT LAMP TICKETS WOOOOO!!!

there is kindness all around me, I just need to accept it

been fujoing out lately

imagining amvs to vocaloid songs still gives me the same joy as it did 10 years ago

everything will be ok!

I gave my diary a new background image. I feel like it adds more color to the page, though it may be distracting. lets see if I change it!

my rising rank on the neocities front page intimidates me a little LOL...

my birthday was so fun!!!!!!!

woah.. turning 21 tomorrow..