mf i don't care abt "finding my people" i fw myself. stop projecting your insecurities onto me.

"cheers mate, cheers," i say, as an american.

hope to be getting my hair chopped tomorrow.

MY DMC5 SAVE GOT CORRUPTED DAHHHH I WANT TO DIE.

dudes I am so sick of everything rn. I want to sleep and not. wake. up.

https://www.tumblr.com/maddoxxing/780177320136867840

new dmc anime is... definitely something. not sure what to think of it atm but i'm halfway done.

should my next coping mechanism be smoking or religion?

i think my seasonal allergies are kicking in. i feel so numb rn.

i've been thinking about "life tastes like cardboard" the entire day.

the grind never stops (me playing dmc)

hey google how to cope with the fact that i only have fictional friends.

not even a month in and i want to quit my job.

i need to punch something

gonna try to thug it out this week. wish me luck!!!

don't know how to reconnect with them. and I don't know if I should. heart says yes, mind says no. ugh.

why in the hell are my dreams always so violent like damn i need a punching bag or smth good god

may have another job opportunity, but i just started this one... hnrgn. choices, choices, choices.

I'm not made for this life.

the desire to make friends vs the desire to stay alone with myself. who will win.