i wouldn't say my days off were wasted but i don't feel great about it ending

Whenever I notice my sleeping & spending habits getting really out of whack, I can't help but worry Im getting hypomanic

Stupidly impulsed bought a shitload of crap off of ebay as if I was still getting paid as well as I was in 2023!

Want to update my status cafe to match my smol.pub. Hopefully I can spent a day during my week off doing so.

Slept 10 billion hours yesterday so Im probably gonna be up for close to 24 today.

I cried out of frustration when I got home from work cause I had a guest call me “sexy” today and I’m tired of being “ma’am”-ed constantly.

My boss watching me in amazement as I chug a red bull at 9 pm only for me to say “im eepy” an hour later.

All I want to do is curse out my friend’s husband for being a dumbass.

Ive literally been in bed for the past 24 hours. Sleeping the majority of it. I legit don’t know what is going on.

Uh oh Im getting sick and i have a 10 hour turn around between shifts that i gotta spent sleeping.

it feels crazy that my sleeping habits are this bad at my big old age

2025 remaster of MCR's Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge has transported me back to '04 & Im 13 again. (Im forever a black emo kid)

Laying in the dark, eating chips while my cat chills next to me (Feeling content after taking my meds, cleaning, & goofing off on the drums)

I want to rib off my skin & break all my bones. When times get tuff & I cant match up, thats all I think to do.

Recently, I get the feeling you don’t even like me anymore….it feels childish just thinking this way

Love it when my whole body randomly starts to itch & burn because of eczema or hives or some shit idk. My body is a prison.

Was excited to have today off from work...then I proceed to stay up all night thus delaying the start of my day. whoops!

Cried yesterday cause its hard explaining to my non adhd partner that there almost nothing I don't think about before doing and it kills me.

S/O got a sampler for us to share and Ive been making a silly lil beat everyday. Entering my “bad soundcloud beat maker” era.

ramping up on lamictal and my mood took a nosedive.