Me foaming at the mouth: FUCK I NEED TO CREATE SOMETHING

Tiktok is trying to give me spiritual psychosis by showing me tarot card videos about getting a new job.

My dumbass decided to apply to be a flight attendant for the fuck of it and now I’m nervous I’ll actually have to go through with it.

“The part of my brain that says ‘I should start a podcast’ is the same part of my brain that says ‘just take a sip.” - my sober partner

im feeling kind of better but im still tired as shit

I'm tired and filled with conflicting emotions. As always, no end in sight.

I am BURNT OUT with no real end in sight.

I HATE MY JOB AND THE INCOMPETENT PEOPLE WHO RUN SHIT THERE.

Started going to queer line dancing and now I got the song “Black Motorcycle” by Kassi Ashton stuck in my head

I wish I could visit home so I can feel the combined energy of a Knicks win, the Puerto Rican parade, and NYC Pride ALL AT THE SAME TIME

Got to see “But I’m a Cheerleader” (2000) in theaters yesterday evening!

My god, I'm so sleepy but I NEED to update my resume to apply for this job!

Am I hypomanic or am I just in a better more motivated mood? WHELP gotta enjoy it why it last!

Can’t believe all this “USA 250th” bullshit is making me miss corporate pride advertising! Bring back the evil I know: Target pride merch!

Got to do all my favorite things on my B-Day! Watch Movie! Drinks! Falling off my bike and scraping my knee & of course Crying!!! (im 35)

Its really FUCKED UP that I, a person who LOVES the heat, has to take meds to function that ALSO makes me heat intolerant!

im so fucking restless! its like chill irritation, just filled with hope and a lack of motivation.

Urgh I need iced coffee NOW, so I cant start my day at 2pm already!

Why the FUCK would ads about AI workflows and weight lost drugs work on me? I'm literally using TUBI right now!!

Watching Brassic on Tubi, asking myself why I find Joe Guilgun so attractive.