Found out Amino Apps (where I worked 2017-2020) shut down their servers. Made a lot fun stuff there that I can’t believe I was paid to make

Exploding my 10 year old laptop with Bforartist cause I'm too lazy to sit up to work at desktop

crazy how pmdd makes me want to kill myself and as soon as I see my period im like "life aint that bad :)"

Love getting inspired and motivated at 4AM so I’ll limited time to work before I gotta go to sleep.

no amount of hope and whimsy will change the fact that I'm not getting any better and in fact stuck in the same cycle

fun part about being self aware & mentally ill: when youre actively falling into old self harming habits but knowing isnt enough to stop it

Thinking about the doc Pray Away, the person holding "Trans 2 Christ" sign in it, and my partner remarking: "Thats a great DJ name!"

Why did no one tell me Law & Order UK is so funny for no reason.

The person next to me on Amtrak is listening to an youtube video like its a phone call. Simply innovating.

staying up waaay too late setting up my newly jailbroken kindle (that i didn't pay for)

Finally watching the remake of my childhood favorite manga: Tokyo Mew Mew! Soooo cute! 12 yr old me would be so happy!

Love every time I have traumatic period Im told that its normal

always floating in this hell between assurance and resignation

I dont know if ill ever get married but if I get to do a photoshoot i want my fit to be based off the roach dress from Hairspary (1988)

the minor downside of smoking weed is that I can feel all the physical aches & pains that sober me somehow dulls

Shoutout to the hotel guest that works at adobe that let me use his discount so I can save $660 a yr on my creative cloud. Angels r real!

Got a new tv through points from work (aka company dollars) and trying to set it up has been fucking hell. Its more spyware than tv >:(

I need a real freak job so i can have a skullet.

im like 75% sure ive had an ovarian cyst burst with the way ive been feeling

finally updated this page to match my smol.pub. next up: custom graphics & redoing my neocities. life is alright