Thought I was finally free of allergies! Nope I just wasn't outside enough. Almost crashed my bike while sneezing.

Its 4am and I don't know why I'm staying up since I'm literally so bored right now.

Need to start using my smolpub again

Jessie Ware fucking did it again with her new album Superbloom!!! We need more disco! We need more real dance music!

Currently not having a huge mood dip before my period! (I did read somewhere that Ritilan can be more effective for menstruating ppl)

Saw a double feature of Daisies (1966) and Josie and the Pussycats (2001) tonight!

citrus macbook neo as an early birthday gift to myself using my tax return

Ever since I got on my new ADHD med instead of being “fucking tired”, Im just “very eepy”. I don’t understand but ain’t complaining.

I hate the feeling that something has been stolen from you deep down. Like what am I suppose to do with this?

Switched from Adderall XR to Ritalin LA because of the shortage and omg I kind of wish I was on this from the start

Me after forgetting to take my meds 2 days in a row and struggling to find a reason to go on: who would of guessed those meds actually work

I feel like I'm only made for moderation. Too many downsides.

Im empty. It feels like I got nothing left to give. Is this all I have left?

finally got my shit together and applied to a job ive been putting off. when i hit submit, the site went down and it's still no back up

Found out Amino Apps (where I worked 2017-2020) shut down their servers. Made a lot fun stuff there that I can’t believe I was paid to make

Exploding my 10 year old laptop with Bforartist cause I'm too lazy to sit up to work at desktop

crazy how pmdd makes me want to kill myself and as soon as I see my period im like "life aint that bad :)"

Love getting inspired and motivated at 4AM so I’ll limited time to work before I gotta go to sleep.

no amount of hope and whimsy will change the fact that I'm not getting any better and in fact stuck in the same cycle

fun part about being self aware & mentally ill: when youre actively falling into old self harming habits but knowing isnt enough to stop it