Laying in the dark, eating chips while my cat chills next to me (Feeling content after taking my meds, cleaning, & goofing off on the drums)

I want to rib off my skin & break all my bones. When times get tuff & I cant match up, thats all I think to do.

Recently, I get the feeling you don’t even like me anymore….it feels childish just thinking this way

Love it when my whole body randomly starts to itch & burn because of eczema or hives or some shit idk. My body is a prison.

Was excited to have today off from work...then I proceed to stay up all night thus delaying the start of my day. whoops!

Cried yesterday cause its hard explaining to my non adhd partner that there almost nothing I don't think about before doing and it kills me.

S/O got a sampler for us to share and Ive been making a silly lil beat everyday. Entering my “bad soundcloud beat maker” era.

ramping up on lamictal and my mood took a nosedive.

i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to cre-

I once thought I'd be free from this. I grow older and older and I can confirm I'll always feel some form of stuck.

Saw The Shrouds (2025) on monday. I don't think I ever left a theater so lost in my life! Not good at all but I cant stop thinking about it!

missed class 2 weeks in a row but at least I got play music with my s/o!

Skipped my screen printing class again this week cause my body crapped out during my days off. At least I finally did my hair and made food.

Fighting for MY LIFE to stay awake at work. Coffee with a shot of espresso, cold brew, and then an ameri-cola and IM STILL SLEEPY

Struggling to get myself to sleep

Starting to go out more & feeling my interests coming back! Too bad I have too many interests & not enough time, focus, or motivation.

Went into work once per my weekend for the past two and it has totally thrown me off on som level i cant understand.

I usually dont care if guests @ work view me as woman even tho Im nonbinary but being called ma’am & etc all day is kinda irkin’ me lately.

It sucks that Im so fucking bad at video games. currently playing "Sorry We're Closed" and I can't stop dying! Still fun tho!

Battled the flu then got back to work only for to my period start! Now its finally my weekend and I can R.I.P.