Typing this on my death bed as I stare into the light. (im just sick)

First week of work down! Its now nap time!

Work is kicking my body’s ass. I am not used to standing for 8 hours straight. 2 days down 5 more to go!

Finally shaved my head after 4 months. I now have a bunch of grey hairs! Sick! Anyway back to being a lemon head.

Start working full time since my lay off in Apr 2023. It’ll also be my first FT job not as a Graphic Designer since 2015. Feelings r mixed.

Remembered that my mom gave me her ipad mini (1st gen) like 8 years ago so now I'm using it as an e reader

A higher power was nice enough to not give me period cramps most of my life only to curse me w/ a short cycle & PMDD later so id want to kms

Sudden Shit Sensation @ 5 am.

It’s almost 5 am and deep in the pits of my stomach, it is telling me something is wrong. Not sure why I feel this.

Signing a job offer after long term unemployment makes you say shit like “Im so excited to pay rent again.” My guy, housing is human right!

My cat is finally done with her 3 am hour long zoomies session. She was really going for it tonight.

Lying during interviews saying "I love engaging with people." It actually triggers this deep irritation in me. People just tend to like me.

Friendship ended with Google Chrome. New Friendship with Vivaldi! In the process of downloading it on all my devices.

I know Id be motivated to do things if I just ate something but NO I choose to lay here and STARVE!

Was reminded of this gem recently: https://www.tumblr.com/eraserable/773343249498816512/jellyfish-everywhere-every-body-knows-shits

Sometimes when feeling good, I look back at my deep depression notes to self and I think “damn thats poetic. I really be spitting!”

I started working on my new homepage/blog/thing if anyone wants to take an early peek: https://sorrel-sour.club/

Am I sad about the tiktok not being available, nope. I am upset about the real reason behind the ban.(fuck big tech lobbying & fuck the gov)

ate a pulled pork mac n cheese ball even tho I never eat pork (also hate the taste). Now my stomach feels weird. (mess around and find out)

im spending waaaay too much time setting up my new homepage instead of just writing post. at least i'm having fun so yay to that