Ive literally been in bed for the past 24 hours. Sleeping the majority of it. I legit don’t know what is going on.

Uh oh Im getting sick and i have a 10 hour turn around between shifts that i gotta spent sleeping.

it feels crazy that my sleeping habits are this bad at my big old age

2025 remaster of MCR's Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge has transported me back to '04 & Im 13 again. (Im forever a black emo kid)

Laying in the dark, eating chips while my cat chills next to me (Feeling content after taking my meds, cleaning, & goofing off on the drums)

I want to rib off my skin & break all my bones. When times get tuff & I cant match up, thats all I think to do.

Recently, I get the feeling you don’t even like me anymore….it feels childish just thinking this way

Love it when my whole body randomly starts to itch & burn because of eczema or hives or some shit idk. My body is a prison.

Was excited to have today off from work...then I proceed to stay up all night thus delaying the start of my day. whoops!

Cried yesterday cause its hard explaining to my non adhd partner that there almost nothing I don't think about before doing and it kills me.

S/O got a sampler for us to share and Ive been making a silly lil beat everyday. Entering my “bad soundcloud beat maker” era.

ramping up on lamictal and my mood took a nosedive.

i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to create. i want to cre-

I once thought I'd be free from this. I grow older and older and I can confirm I'll always feel some form of stuck.

Saw The Shrouds (2025) on monday. I don't think I ever left a theater so lost in my life! Not good at all but I cant stop thinking about it!

missed class 2 weeks in a row but at least I got play music with my s/o!

Skipped my screen printing class again this week cause my body crapped out during my days off. At least I finally did my hair and made food.

Fighting for MY LIFE to stay awake at work. Coffee with a shot of espresso, cold brew, and then an ameri-cola and IM STILL SLEEPY

Struggling to get myself to sleep

Starting to go out more & feeling my interests coming back! Too bad I have too many interests & not enough time, focus, or motivation.