substance abuse is kinda fun. i'm chronically ill & most of my doctors don't care so i'll die early anyway

my body is a vehicle of which i have no control

hand hurts so so so bad from drawing too long. i hate being disabled!!

:/

i'm like a scared shaking animal with anxiety whenever someone new talks to me.

one day i hope i'll have a small group of people who enjoy my art, and are excited to see it. i don't like publicly posting though, sadly :(

like a deer in headlights every time someone affirms i exist.

sometimes it doesn't feel like i belong in this world.