like a deer in headlights every time someone affirms i exist.

man sometimes i'm really so embarrassed to be even caught existing or have my presence noticed

pleasantly surprised by how many people wished me well when i went to the ER yesterday. i never expect people to notice me, it's nice ...

THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL. WHY? BECAUSE YOU & I EXIST IN IT!!!!

pancakes, pancakes, pancakes...

no matter what, we have to live.

sometimes it doesn't feel like i belong in this world.