:( i feel sad when i share information with someone and then see that they have a habit of gossiping...

have i been looking for answers to a question i don't even know? should i shift my focus to asking the right questions?

the update has finished. thank you God for writing a successful BIOS update into my life today. :D

my first BIOS update without the help of a supervisor... praying so hard right now... ;-;

i hope to cooperate better; i want these guys to see their potential so they'd develop their strengths instead of bringing people down! :]

a bit sad to be working with them again. i feel discouraged hearing their negative remarks throughout the day. sigh...

felt frustrated dealing with the bitlocker screen, but now i'm glad it's settled with. a certified Windows® OS moment, lol.

https://youtu.be/wO0vPzkkZag another silly cockatiel video. i love watching silly cockatiel videos.

@camilasc i'm glad to hear that

https://youtu.be/n3QSGN9oynQ crying of cuteness 🥹... when a bird repeatedly sings a melody, i'm reminded of humans' vocal stims.

whoops, i missed the application deadline. oh well, i'd like to focus on finding another open door to go through.

the older kids sometimes give me their drawings as a heartfelt gift for me to bring home; my heart melts every time... ^^

i think mr. pringle from postman pat (my childhood show) looks shockingly similar to johan... idk what to do with this information. 🫠

no matter the outcome, whether my application gets accepted or not, i believe God's cooking will still shine through.

i find comfort in drinking warm water mixed with 2 tablespoons of honey (note to self: use *warm*, not boiled water, lest it'd taste burnt)

sometimes i'd like to voice out that i don't *willingly* cry suddenly under stress and, on the contrary, i want to stop. oh well.

i love birds and i love bird watching

working at the daycare, i've been witnessing the complexity of children; i can't help but love them and i wish wonderful lives for them.

chapter 7: the telescope 💔 ;-;

i feel sad because i left my headphones behind but its ok