bearing the cross by viewing other people not as liked/disliked traits checklists, but as beings to love no matter what. here it goes lol

can these twerps just shut up and NOT leak everything i say to them to everyone in the room for once? geez. [looking back at this... yikes.]

the life that revolves around the social lense sure is a funny thing to observe.

to break free from the "me" whom these people are familiar with, becoming an entirely new person whom nobody recognizes... to start over...

today i realized that i hate shopping for clothes at the mall. lol

lmao nvm that runny nose thing stopped in an hour (prayers answered thank you God)

this little sh 🦫 really just came in sick without a mask. now my nose is runny smh. oh well lol.

im grateful for the abundance of green spaces here. it's a nice place to get away from the negativity among acquaintances.

the things that make me mad are all just interruptions to my train of thought. i think that's the pattern here.

i know these guys are capable of thinking and all that but sometimes i just wanna 🦫

it's ok inner child. i get it, it's hard to get the words out & it's super frustrating when it causes trouble. there, there 🫂

k enough with the negativity; i'm learning economics, it's strangely similar to biology in a way & i love it!

so that's what i am? a high-risk retirement plan? ok.

🎶 please take me away from this sea of humans i think their chronic complaining is latching onto me lalala 🎶

with others' emotions, i'm either too nonchalant or soak it in a lot. it's inconvenient - i'd like to be empathetic but not feel too much.

you know those days when you just want everyone to forget who you are so you could just start over with a new personality

sometimes i wish people would SHUT UP about romance, but i guess there's worse things i'd rather have them not be obsessed with

aw nooo did i really just pick the johan outfit without realizing...? lol

now considering actually going to a therapist

my mentor is so cool & mentor-y thank you so much