“I wake up / and I feel alone.” — We Intertwined, The Hush Sound.

cant wait til i have an apartment and i can bleed out in my living room

i want to bash my head in so fucking bad but itd wake everyone up

heart palpitations are getting worse

i Was going crazy but i just hung out w my friend so nothing is wrong anymore

nobody around to care anyway

i need to bash my head in Now

i haven't seen my mom in a week. funny thing is, I barely notice she's gone

i feel off

every time i try to do anything, i am only proving to myself that the only option is giving up

i hate you more than i hate anything else

closed mouths don't get fed

i miss my mama

"I KNEW IT WAS OVER / RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING." (SHE LOOKED HIM IN THE EYE / SAID WE'RE NEVER COMING HOME) — Connie, Waitress.

ughhh

is there a way to get medically UNdiagnosed actually

ohhh my god why did i think this would help this is why i never expect anything ohhhhhh my god

neither here nor there but definitely soon

if life is defined strictly by production and utility then i am genuinely just objectively useless and doomed in society

i feel like my identity is slipping through my fingers like sand i fear