xmas in 2 days

its only 10am amd i want to relapse i just have to make everything about me dont i im so selfisj!!!! sobs

i keep letting my cats scratch me i dont think im doing good

i feel so tired but finals week is almost over

ok nightly crashout over im fine!! zzz

im miserable

sorry im gonna lay down i think im crazy

all i can do is just beg for attention i think everybodys finally sick of me now that i cant be as cheerful!! i should just relapse and die

i feel so pathetic

im barely holding it togetyer i dont thinl im gonna make it another week highkey i just wanna feel better help me!!

my arm itches WHY DOES IT ALWAYS ITCH OWOOWOWWW

took a 7 hour nap and lost like all my freetime help

2 weeks clean aaanddd kmskms kms i just feel worse

inu ga inu de aru yoni ^^

goodnight im goinf to bed

i feel like itd be better for everyone if i wasnt in the way

i think i cause more bother than i do good

i just want to bleed and die

i think that nobody actually sees me as a person but its ok

im such a pushover ohmy god bru i should rlly js let myself suffer im askin for it 🥹🥹