i feel almost in a zen state. it wont last.

nvm this is the best night in a while

the limitations of the human body are so frustrating. (--> wants to pull an all nighter)

fuck it we ball

turns out im nothing at all

HOW MANY TIMES WILL CHUUYA SHOOT HIM IM CRYING HE WANT THAT MF DEAD

watching bsd s05 ep6 and dazai's shot with Ranpo talking if we had made one more mistake... oh these two are SO fucking each other

why am i scared all the fucking time. dude.

sleep depriving myslef cuz i need to lose the edge or im killing myself

i bought all the stuff i needed 4 pharmacy!!! :))) and know now which pharmacys to buy in and which not (why do they suck???)

ME ODIO MUCHISIMO

dude im watching the first episode of felaag and im so uncofmrotable

puede que ya me haya quedado sin faltas LOL estoy demasiado deprimido inclso haciendo ejercicio

i fixed the fucking game and i feel hacker level god for it even though i just added locals... and fucked up directories in my mess to fixlo

i miss a bunch of stupid stuff and my heart hurts all the time

I HAVE MOSQUITO BITES AND I MUST NOT SCRATCH

i'm tired of everything. I wish somebody could save me.

la depresion me coge duro y sin merced en la cama

not caring is sometimes a blessing

i want to survive this and be tall and proud and older