i dont feel motivated for anything. not even to graduate

having passive suicidal ideation but not being able to kill yourself sucks ass where's my comfort

THANK YOU for costing me everything. You're horrible.

you'd think i have narcolepsy dude

you really will wish you started today. it's never over, you have the reigns.

was wondering why i was having so much trouble with an animation I had 80% view on the page of course brah

my heart is beating super fast doki doki. heart palpitations. hoptial.

i feel almost in a zen state. it wont last.

nvm this is the best night in a while

the limitations of the human body are so frustrating. (--> wants to pull an all nighter)

fuck it we ball

turns out im nothing at all

HOW MANY TIMES WILL CHUUYA SHOOT HIM IM CRYING HE WANT THAT MF DEAD

watching bsd s05 ep6 and dazai's shot with Ranpo talking if we had made one more mistake... oh these two are SO fucking each other

why am i scared all the fucking time. dude.

sleep depriving myslef cuz i need to lose the edge or im killing myself

i bought all the stuff i needed 4 pharmacy!!! :))) and know now which pharmacys to buy in and which not (why do they suck???)

ME ODIO MUCHISIMO

dude im watching the first episode of felaag and im so uncofmrotable

puede que ya me haya quedado sin faltas LOL estoy demasiado deprimido inclso haciendo ejercicio