will i ever be the person they see in me? i'm not there yet, haven't even left yet. i do my best to keep it all in frame...

had a post-op dental appt and found out I need a tooth extraction + another root canal, also saw a flock camera near a mall 😬 yesterday

worked during my city's pride festival 🥲(earlier than usual bc of the world cup) and someone put "tits" on an order 😂

the weeknd meeting susumu hirasawa, suda51, takashi miike, yasuomi umetsu, and other big names in japan!? BASED.

no tips given today & get paid with tip-share l8r this week... says a lot about society 🥀, also heavenly bday to my bf's grandmother 🕊

pri(de mon)th has arrived! :3

yesterday, someone from my middle school recognized me and that was a pleasant surprise, also saw round1's response to resold figurines...

overheard rude customers from a coworker and if one is racist against Asians, you dont deserve anime, Asian food, games, 🎶, etc. from Azns

can hear from my left ear again but gonna have to get new over-ear headphones soon. also forgor yesterday was hamburger day

ironic to have more job offers when employed than not & God doesnt want me to work at Kroger as have an ear infection b4 an interview 😭

most of my work hours are short this week and gonna be thrown into the wolves soon... anyways worked out and voted lately

my workplace celebrated their 2nd anniversary with fried oreos and it has been a rainy day

getting the hang of being a server/cashier now but remembering customers' orders feels like an RNG 😅

today's plan: magical girl event @ a convention 💸 vs getting paid from working 💰 -> the latter won

opened a restaurant well enough w/o my coworker who's training me but 11 🍔s in a delivery order is crazy, also JOHNNASCUS concert today 🤩

whoever said retail work and the like are easy jobs are either those who haven't worked in those industries 🫠 or people who've worked in it

Broke my Galaxy S7 screen again 😭 but see light from it 🤞. At least I got a job now to pay off bills 😅

finally was calm during an interview instead of being nervous but still mess up on questions. also wtf is it w/ men committing familicide

going through stuff that people already went through years ago, lock in for yourself & fk the rest, keep going

i dont know how long i can take being unemployed and stuck any longer. if people don't come back after you screwed up, time to move on.