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medeuxsa 🌧️ 8 days ago

i miss knowing how to have fun... or having the people to have fun with...

medeuxsa 🤒 14 days ago

everything feels like wet tissue paper, fragile, unfixable, worthless

medeuxsa 👽 16 days ago

yeah man im just a ghost looking through fogged glass at my old life

medeuxsa 👽 22 days ago

I dont want things enough to feel I deserve them. I feel I dont work hard to enough to sustain them. Wish god put a different soul in me

medeuxsa 😱 25 days ago

Its 2am why am I comparing the (environmental) moral weight between being vegetarian and vegan holy bro go to bed

medeuxsa 🥹 26 days ago

Do my friends know I redid my phone layout so it cycles through pictures of them and the backgrounds are us at the club (i love them)

medeuxsa 😭 28 days ago

i wish i had any kind of transferable skill or anything that could get me adjacent to where i want so i could luck into it

medeuxsa 😎 33 days ago

Drunk af but being philosophically accurate

medeuxsa 😎 33 days ago

Drunk at the function speaking classical chinese

medeuxsa 😛 34 days ago

Its a fiber art summer for me

medeuxsa 😱 34 days ago

how about instead of being a bitter brat we accept and feel gratitude toward the kindness people who care about us are willing to show us

medeuxsa 🙃 37 days ago

someone should write a poem about me :3 I don't care if its love or lust or hate i need to be recognized by another in a poetic way

medeuxsa 🥰 38 days ago

mmmm new playlists, a surprise and a request <3

medeuxsa 🤒 51 days ago

I hope they find someone who cares one day. If they really think this is care, I take my place joining everyone who forged this attitude.

medeuxsa 🌧️ 51 days ago

im tired of needing to commit myself to everyone else... there is no me that they so desperately hang onto and want to stay with...

medeuxsa 💀 52 days ago

I've committed to prioritizing the wrong tasks this summer in the name of useless, short-sighted "productivity" and dreams of being better

medeuxsa 🙃 54 days ago

im lost again

medeuxsa 🤒 55 days ago

sleep schedule getting bad, refusing to do work... but at least i watch stuff on 1.5x instead of 2x still...

medeuxsa 💀 59 days ago

everything is so fucking miserable when you're a loser with no one to leech off of

medeuxsa 💔 62 days ago

I harbor so much hate it's hard to not imagine that reflected on others

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