just looked at how lovely other people have it #sadnessmaxxing

these pictures are in my friends album... those were not friends pictures... i need to remove them...

why does it feel like the only way to be safe is to not grow

do you think religious freedom could get you a confucian three-year mourning period?

when the hear back deadline was today and you havent heard... uh ohhhh

they should make the front door opening not sound like someone opening my lock

I wish i could take risks... the tea is hot but i don't want to burn myself

maybe I dont like who I've become (a dumbfuck with attention to irrelevant details)

they should make a me that doesnt fucking suck at everything

I must train and become better...

Just spilled my energy drink on the tile floor of the bathroom.. looks like I pissed everywhere...

me the minute someone's not totally obsessed with me

Just had a trilingual moment? "我学中文 y 我要朋友”

im so tired of this body... cumbersome and itchy body...

I miss the me from middle school who who they wanted to be proudly, full of energy through it all, despite the sadness

if I'm me then the people that love me will gravitate to me. To be me is to be free (I shall work on myself still but)

having the pile of sand debate but about abnormal cells becoming cancer

my days dont matter, I just ruin everyone elses

They should make a navigating social situations that doesnt feel like avoiding landmines

Thinking about how they'd dress me and do my makeup in my coffin #fuckinggrim