having gay thoughts (let's goooooo)

Life is so much more worth when theres nothing to do so you can do anything...

scrolling through bands' discographies seeing that they made new music, missing being a fan of things...

giving myself the ick by being a monster then letting that melt into vulnerability (both parts are making me cringe)

i cant stand routine bro, especially when it bring monotony and averageness

how can it be possible to be this scared + wasted all day over nothing combo is crazy

Haunted by the thought of doing this alone...

In a dumbass attempt to be nice I think I have committed a complete social blunder

Getting nostalgic thinking about titanfall...

how can there be so much shame for a body i feel so disconnected from

Can I, by sheer willpower, overcome the yearning for a bad habit?

"oh god nothing is worth it" I say ominously close to getting my period

uninspired at best, lazy at worst... but i dodge making progress as I head to bed

When ur makeup is pretty but ur not... come on broooooo

vanilla frosting lip balm and lavender lemongrass hand cream helping me drift off to sleep (:

https://artfight.net/~medeuxsa if anyone's interested <3

i dont know if this is giving up or giving in

my mom and I got matching lip balms lip oils when she doesn't normally care about that kinda stuff I'm so happy <:

Why must I fight against myself trying to do better... I want to listen but then I'll never get anywhere...

proud of? nostalgic for? the way my music taste expands and transcends by what I've re-found from the past moreso than what's new...