professor let me lock up and told me not to stay too late 🥲

first PhD application officially completed

trauma dumping at the cafe lmao

sharing a cigarette in the car talking about co-authoring a paper after working in cafes all afternoon...

So fucking cold in here I'm shaking how do I get the FUCKIMG HEAT ON

got too vulnerable and scared the hoes (or the hoes are overworked and burnt out too and don't have the capacity for me rn)

once again thinking about selling pictures of my ass on the internet...

How am I supposed to be cunty when it is 20 degrees out and snowing oh man will i freeze or will I look less cute :((

gonna air fry plant based nuggets and maybe texas toast and watch northernlion mario party after working on phd app materials.. thanksgiving

the smudged fingerprints on my phone being classical chinese characters instead of my password is so cuteeee

I want to make a purchase... (to cope (with what? idk))

so dissociated I forgot it was Friday and didn't watch smackdown??? oh I'm gone bro I'm gone

listening to zither music, smoking with my friends by the river while one fishes is my new favorite memory

omg me (the contintental) asked something the analytic is stumped by?

the weird cramps before I get my period trick me sometimes, but the real deal steals a part of my soul every time...

rip my purple pen... ill miss u bro, you were a real note taker

New skrillex stuff soon? Then he'll be indepedent? Never kill yourself

the habit of changing in the bathroom because you used to share a bedroom comes out sometime

before I was getting comfortable and therefore uglier... now I'm getting ill and compounding that ugliness... I will be alone soon...

Too anxious/unable to talk with the best mentors and the others can't help or won't give the right style of help so I will become nothing