getting delusional imagining myself in someone else's shoes like i'll ever be there one day

haha uh oh why am i thinking like that

chat I dont have rizz and cant understand conversations

so much community and I give nothing back

they should make texting a group chat of people who are better friends with each other than they are you that isnt mortifying

The girl up too late smiles at her phone, the only real light source in the room. Its like shes there with her streamer. The plushes watch.

how could anyone be mad or upset with me? im just doing my best

resisting the urge to be passively suicidal on poop maps

a man spent his last days doing what im doing and im loathing it... how to conjure gratitude?

just looked at how lovely other people have it #sadnessmaxxing

these pictures are in my friends album... those were not friends pictures... i need to remove them...

why does it feel like the only way to be safe is to not grow

do you think religious freedom could get you a confucian three-year mourning period?

when the hear back deadline was today and you havent heard... uh ohhhh

they should make the front door opening not sound like someone opening my lock

I wish i could take risks... the tea is hot but i don't want to burn myself

maybe I dont like who I've become (a dumbfuck with attention to irrelevant details)

they should make a me that doesnt fucking suck at everything

I must train and become better...

Just spilled my energy drink on the tile floor of the bathroom.. looks like I pissed everywhere...