Oh my... thinking about how inspired i feel reading this stuff...

Being a creature of habit stinks when your habits are all ass

genuinely hope I learn from this tightness in my chest and stop interacting with everyone ever...

headache is blocking my other pain... im so cold...

what if my lips ARE swollen...

There is nothing wrong with blending in....

hating myself because others have to perceive me as i am but if i try to not be me there will be nothing...

theres this fucking high pitched whistling sound im going to go crazy

if I had a nickel for every time I had a life-changing interpersonal conflict on halloween, i'd have two nickels...

good gods PLEASE let this not be something I have to deal with, let it be normal how it was PuhLEASE

struck by the way my water bottle is almost the length of my torso

im about to start telling people to do not nice things to themselves because i have no discpline

wish I could have this prof as my advisor but she's not in my aos really... a tragedy.... but kinda my mo atp

better than not feeling them... I'm so grateful universe please be merciful

realizing that once the people who are required to put up with me are gone there'll be no one left to abuse and ill flounder

If I had a nickel for every time a movie I watched connected to recent ex news I havent processed Id have 2...

how fucked up it is to not be recognized as being wildly different from how you were. when it was a cry for help...

missing identity claims solely because it meant resonating with something so strongly

rifts between my desires, my past actions, how i was raised, my potential future, and the now known (but not wholly) facts of my body.

GOD I LOVE BEING 25 IN AN OFFICE FULL OF (almost or over) 30 YEARS OLDSSSS