I miss who I was but I don't know how to pull her from my soul so instead I mourn and yearn

oh thing i agreed to to try to have fun and help out a friend dont bite me in the ass now

im a fiend for sour cream

If everything I've tried so far hasn't been for me it's hard to think about what will be...

how can i be my best self only when a screen separates me from everything...

Why doesn't anyone realize I'm constantly showing them who I am please leave and pursue positive and meaningful things

when I pour more isopropyl alcohol in my dead fly's jar to upkeep preserving it and the little specks float around... snowglobe!!

feeling my youth fade as we move from it girl to it girl and wishing my foundational dreams could have been normal

I want to curl up in my bed and turn to stone.

fuck webs of relationships and connection and fuck time I know they're necessary and I'm sure I like them deep down but they hurt

trying not to cry so hard my mouth hurts. what's up with that

oh earthly attachments to desires causing suffering

like the amount of resources and time put in to get nothing in return cannot be worth it

spread too thin and i don't do anything...

I have become unrecognizable, or maybe she just didn't care

I can't wait for this shit to get better bro

holy fuck i am so miserable and its all my fault let me out bro pleaseee

everyone talks about progressing and all i want to do is pause...

the overwhelming urge to tell everyone I'm getting into mahjong

who am i (in the sense that i both do not know and also that i am unrecognizable to even myself)