like a pms fueled cry sesh that manifests as throwing a tantrum about games and bed time... very sexy and 23 years old of you
medeuxsa
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I can't even be mentally ill in a way that's alluring (in a worth saving way) :(
Feminine urge to spike my fucking phone into the ground because there's nothing I can do to fix anything
this black cherry tea smells so good im going to cry life is so worth living
maybe i want cute pictures of me sometimes i always try to take them for others :(
patting my pockets like 'phone, wallet, keys, cigarettes'
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ITS ALL RAGE I CANT EVEN BE UPSET
second to last application... realize the word i'm looking for is trivial...
save me flat affect save meeee i love flat affect actually
becoming insanely comfortable when someone is assigned to be my rock so i keep throwing stuff at them about stuff beyond that scope <3
beginning to run into walls because it's not entirely cute being a 23 year old who has a childlike naivete toward being a functional human
So happy. Feeling silly, feeling like myself... not scared, trusting people like me for me
I wish I didn't feel so disgusting and incapable (separate concerns)
getting insanely emotional over the thought of going to a school 2 of my professors went to...
im so ill i cant eat
should i explode? I waste all my time anyway...
complain enough and it shall change
was gonna go out... it starts storming... crying in my bed instead
get insanely obsessed with creating a phenomenology of dying like some doomed explorer trying to find comfort through the fountain of youth
oh my god minor mistake i didnt catch save me im so screwed lmao (it's not funny but im sure its fine)