"what? like it's hard?" i mutter to myself before mimicking smashing my head into the desk (this shit is not easy)

I wish you could throw things that felt satisfying to throw

"this is good for me" I mutter over and over

shoes that dont cut my ankles

imagine having friends that you love and they love you and you get to have a co job and work with them and youre successful and legendary :(

getting delusional that I'll be someone some day

when u feel weird so u open ur camera and start making faces to make sure it isnt a stroke #imnormal

The feminine urge to have a mental breakdown so my office neighbor will hear me through the wall and save me

I eat my mac and cheese al dente bitch

a cigarette rn....

me 🤝 making dnd characters with names no one can pronounce

Second day of the semester and I am already about to haha

bashing my skull in because I wish I could be anyone but me but I cannot make the choices that would change me for the better

back to being a loser :) things never change and i dissociate so hard i cant feel it :) :)

feel awful my turns take so long #spellcaster shit

went from doing bad on the midterm to my strongest section being on amour-propre and amour de soi

getting really unwell and thinking i need to keep my wisdom teeth to succeed in my philosophy phd

this shit is not a marathon it's a sprint goddamnit!!

actual irrational crashout incoming why do i have no skills (for anything I want to do)

I love being everyone's neutral fly on the wall