just a irl and her fucked up jsons

it's a beautiful day to back up your files <-- saved by the neuroticisms of her past self

webrings and fanlistings temporarily down.. try to put back up.. this weekend.. surely.

ophanimkei.com is going to get new skin(s) that hopefully makes the place easier to navigate.. i have finally made progress on it..

it's nice having a brain incapable of seeking out rebound relationships due to my low capacity for irritation

insane people lol

i miss the horrors.

will i ever be a real person

i wanna do more commission work today but since i'm off the next two days i guess i'll nap before work

lol

just a girl and her toys

:):):):)

A few days agog someone asked to interview me for a college project. Very sweet. I've never been asked something like that before.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

they think i might experience seizures.. so i get EKG weeee

neurologist today weeee

Well. Okay. Trying to live while you work and have friends and do school and not give into depression hard. Sleep has been sacrificed.

gonna take a break from lifestyling since work has bed bugs and my family wants me dead etc etc etc

nothing pays

it would be very sad but it's unfortunate i'd have to think about how sad other people would be even then.