this is really messed up

nothing but hatred and rage

It’s a struggle.

Watching Joe pera talks you to sleep is a great indicator for a rough month.

accomplished a decent amount today. Food time

nose grows some

Brooklyn Nine-Nine and Severance are keeping me sane currently.

this is a unique kind of pain. truly.

time is fast and also slow. wild

forgot how good it felt to get a guestbook message

No no no, this time i'm ACTUALLY going to start seeing a therapist.

merry christmas eve, I will be drinking tomorrow AND this upcoming weekend.

home is not home buddy

hell of a decade so far

Ideas...Ideas...time to finally bring my thoughts to reality.

another day

Woke up suddenly sick. Sigh. On my first day back to work. Come on.

Attempting to finish my first book in some time. Wish me luck.

craving sushi. that's all.

bought a book for the time in years. I might be mentally cooked.