will i ever stop feeling tired

i cant believe an in-person 9-to-5 can be this soul-sucking when i havent even been given an actual assignment yet

only been away one week and im already starting to feel homesick

and a very happy birthday was had 🥹

i get to move to a cityyy thats walkableee with public transportationnn

winter break!!!!

and the sun will still rise, and the world will keep spinning

underestimating my webdev class and then having to spend 4 hours debugging the second assignment ... my ego screws me again

canceling plans bc i dont feel like going but then wanting to go after ive already canceled

i Will get cracked at leetcode and redo my portfolio and become gainfully employed and i will totally Not kill myself while doing it all

companies should invent a kind of technical assessment that doesnt make you want to off yourself

i cant catch a breakkkkk

ff7 rebirth orchestra tour saved my life i simply cannot stop thinking abt it

the ending of ff7 rebirth ..... i am so conflicted

reaching levels of being bad at math previously unknown to mankind

nosebleed seats for seventeen but its better than nothing i suppose :'^)

thinking about job hunting and feeling my heart rate and blood pressure rise in real time

its crazy how much fun baldurs gate 3 is like this game has taken over my mind since i got it 5 days ago

ultraman rising made me cry 3 times LOL what a good movie

on god if i dont move out of my parents house within the next year im ending it all