c. can. can you respond directly to guestbook messages. like right in your own guestbook. if you can then I look like a dick

kinda been letting my brain decay lately so I’m constantly oscillating between restlessness and fatigue. I should go talk to someone. wah

(going through one of the worst points of my life) I should start a journal

what’s it called when it suddenly feels like something is really wrong even though nothing’s happening

not even job searching anymore I know it's just not gonna happen for me. also nekoweb will be fully down by 2027 I can feel it in my soul

starting to feel a slight tinge of humiliation after having previously expressed a desire to fuck one of my own baked goods to a friend

(5 years late) molchat doma am I right guys

just changed the pfp for my discord that I haven't used in years I feel like a brand new person

watched Rabbits by David Lynch a couple days ago and I still feel a pit in my stomach. highly recommend.

I have a good amount of money and 94% through my favourite game. watching films. made a nice pie and dessert last night. never kill yourself

fuck it I'm getting Cult of the Lamb. it's only £15 right now. I hardly spend money anyway.

so many games I wanna play but they're huge emotional commitments and I feel bad for spending money on nonessentials while I'm not working.... it would be £40 max for what I'm after. but still. too much. wah

car seat headrest makes me feel lonely. 10/10 music

new hit diet: caffeine and cake. for >36hrs consume nothing but caffeine and cake. the results? well I’m not feeling too good

she gizzard on my lizard till I wizard or something I don't know I never listened to them

sorry I saw something that slightly annoyed me and remembered what made me try to quit social media in the first place

‘pro/anti’ ‘kinktober’ ‘coded’ ‘puriteen’ ‘DNI’ I’m an adult

being fandom-aligned and fairly offline is a curse because when I find someone into the same things as me I have no idea what they’re saying

seasonal job just ended also my hair is bright red

pulling off red hair and a girlfriend would save me. alas I am irreparably chopped