finally developed the desire to be around others and now the suffering is deep and eternal

this year I either get laid or kill myself

already fucked up. 2027 will be my year

very nearly new year. will be listening to twin fantasy mirror to mirror. if a single bad thing happens in 2026 I'll end it all I swear

MEOW MEOW MEOW MELW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW I NEED BOOKS I NEED FOOD MEOW MEOW I NEED TO SCREAM MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MRAWW MRAW

fully blocked socmed and now I feel no need to use my phone ever. so I guess I have no new year’s resolutions anymore. happy 2026

looking in the mirror and realising that I look exactly how I wanted to when I was 15. never kill yourself. currently ignoring emails

c. can. can you respond directly to guestbook messages. like right in your own guestbook. if you can then I look like a dick

kinda been letting my brain decay lately so I’m constantly oscillating between restlessness and fatigue. I should go talk to someone. wah

(going through one of the worst points of my life) I should start a journal

what’s it called when it suddenly feels like something is really wrong even though nothing’s happening

not even job searching anymore I know it's just not gonna happen for me. also nekoweb will be fully down by 2027 I can feel it in my soul

starting to feel a slight tinge of humiliation after having previously expressed a desire to fuck one of my own baked goods to a friend

(5 years late) molchat doma am I right guys

just changed the pfp for my discord that I haven't used in years I feel like a brand new person

watched Rabbits by David Lynch a couple days ago and I still feel a pit in my stomach. highly recommend.

I have a good amount of money and 94% through my favourite game. watching films. made a nice pie and dessert last night. never kill yourself

fuck it I'm getting Cult of the Lamb. it's only £15 right now. I hardly spend money anyway.

so many games I wanna play but they're huge emotional commitments and I feel bad for spending money on nonessentials while I'm not working.... it would be £40 max for what I'm after. but still. too much. wah

car seat headrest makes me feel lonely. 10/10 music