lowkey I feel like I’m letting my life fall apart around me but like it’s fine

the new jeans that claim to be the same waist size in inches as ones that fits me perfectly are literally falling off my body. this is hell

The Cure live shows near me this year….. thoughts being thunk. I also wanna start posting writing but nothing I make is good……….

googling difficult words feels like deep cleaning my brain. guess who knows what ameliorate means now. it’s a good looking word. big fan.

I could read a book or I could follow a youtube tutorial to crochet a cat. the possibilities are endless

you can easily outgrow fandom but the fangirl gene (gender neutral) is a part of your brain. I want to keep that man as my pet cat

finally got the courage to try and get this goddamn lip piercing and now I'm getting sick. why does the universe hate me so

is there a search engine that still gives you relevant info based on what you searched for

I’m pretty certain now that I’ve outgrown anime but what do I watch now? Doctor Who? Euphoria? baking shows? Frasier?

every time I try to write anything I decide halfway through that it sucks too much to finish……… gah………….

finally developed the desire to be around others and now the suffering is deep and eternal

this year I either get laid or kill myself

already fucked up. 2027 will be my year

very nearly new year. will be listening to twin fantasy mirror to mirror. if a single bad thing happens in 2026 I'll end it all I swear

MEOW MEOW MEOW MELW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW I NEED BOOKS I NEED FOOD MEOW MEOW I NEED TO SCREAM MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MRAWW MRAW

fully blocked socmed and now I feel no need to use my phone ever. so I guess I have no new year’s resolutions anymore. happy 2026

looking in the mirror and realising that I look exactly how I wanted to when I was 15. never kill yourself. currently ignoring emails

c. can. can you respond directly to guestbook messages. like right in your own guestbook. if you can then I look like a dick

kinda been letting my brain decay lately so I’m constantly oscillating between restlessness and fatigue. I should go talk to someone. wah

(going through one of the worst points of my life) I should start a journal