i keep forgetting that i exist outside of my own head and that people can feel some type of object permanence towards me. lol

get your shit together

denkare is definitely one of my favorite musical finds of this year... the one good thing i got out of reading black cyc vns lol

feeling a little better

sick like a dog

haven't felt this depressed in a long time

the days are starting to blend together again

so sappy lately...

got funger ending e... i could probably do endings a, b and d on this same file but it's gonna take me so damn long... oughh

i should pick up journaling/scrapbooking my brain is so good at coming up with pseudopoetry like actually

just got humbled rq mfw i can't get over anything ever

went to a cozy little halloween party yesterday and it was really fun. i'm so glad i got to meet everyone that came into my life this year

beat mouthwashing recently and i can tell i'll be mulling over it for a while... might write a blog post on it once i have the time

i've been pretty damn sleep deprived these past few weeks and it's getting worse the closer i get to my exams. my head hurts so bad LOL

i'm such a mess of feelings rn, so many conflicting things happening at the same time. a 12 hour nap would fix me...

the last couple of weeks have been very very good ^^ i have some pretty stressful stuff coming up but i think i'll be okay

i miss my wife tails

i'm the sappiest corniest most insufferable mf ever oh my god

having a good day today, worked out, studied, ate tasty food and am planning to watch a movie. we're so fucking back :)