seedrot

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seedrot πŸ™‚ 13 hours ago

I feel unwarranted dread.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 22 hours ago

Media and foodβ€”pacifiers for dealing with life. Analgesics to soothe the pain, to treat only the symptoms but not the cause.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 1 day ago

Lacking intention. Lacking thought. Lacking foresight.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 1 day ago

Calm. Conscious. Present.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 9 days ago

Driving myself insane.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 10 days ago

I cannot fathom a second in which I can have some sort of calm. My mind insists on causing maximum carnage and I have no way of stopping it.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 14 days ago

My brain is overloaded. I can't thinkβ€” I can't do anything but think. A thousand thoughts per second. I want to do everything right now.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 17 days ago

Drained.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 20 days ago

And who cares, at the end, if you live or die?

seedrot πŸ™‚ 21 days ago

I feel like I'm regressing.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 22 days ago

Staticβ€” useless and ever-present.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 23 days ago

There is joy in inducing happiness in others.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 27 days ago

I’m always desperate for something or someone to distract me from myself. It’s an aching need that I wholly despise.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 28 days ago

I crave the person I once was. It’s like craving hot tar down my throat.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 32 days ago

A false memory, or perhaps Deja vu. A brain worm, either way.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 32 days ago

The urge to blast music into my ears is maddening.

seedrot πŸ™‚ 32 days ago

Rot starts and rot endsβ€” one for the other, rot for rot.