i'm a time loop addict

reminding myself i'm still a pervert and freak even if i go to bed early

ok wow

あなたがいない世界でなんて、私は一瞬も存在していたくない 🌎

we are so back...

wishing you well even if we haven't spoken in a while. i always think of you fondly

panic is a synonym for being

gentle lamb, your words will always find their way to me.

please, let me return to you once more.

joining a fandom late means i missed so many cool fanzines and doujinshis ough

the machine pretends to love me

what was i even doing before tasting this?

ほらまた、云った憶えの無いことを云って居るわ。だから畏ろしくも面白い。わたしは殆どわたしじゃあ無いって、応えのようなものね。

woke up with a massive headache and had a weird dream

i swallow your heart and you make me spit it up again. i swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.

giggling and kicking my feet when i think about it

searching for new music

sporlin'

i want to get off now. i like pain and burning light and wanting things from people who don’t want to give them to me.

there is nothing. only warm, primordial blackness. your conscience ferments in it - no larger than a single grain of malt.