just went beast mode on this job application... im getting rejected aren't i?

my window is closed HOW ARE BUGS GETTING INSIDE MY ROOM

just did a phone interview and she asked what i do in my free time and i just panicked and said painting why tf did i lie for no reason...

it feels good af to place torches in minecraft

SICKNESS I HAVE CONQUERED YOU!!! (mostly)

of the three times i've been ill in the last two months, this ones the worst

what am i even doing here anymore

i shoulda slept when i got tired, i don't know why im still awake. what am i waiting for?

just spent hours of my life putting walls the wrong way on Kenshi... whatever

its good to get lost in the details actually

Another rejection, what the hell is going on??? Does a university degree not mean anything anymore???

listening to ambient music late at night with my head in my hands hunched over on a chair performing for no one but myself

locked tf in these past two days and finally finished reading the name of the rose… good book!!

cut my own hair, first snip already way too much and it spiralled from there... oh well itll grow back in a few months

how do i stop napping 6 hours before i sleep or perhaps better yet how do i sleep 6 hours earlier?

watched high and low, movies are good huh

watched the blue giant movie and cried... I LOVE JAZZ!!

detaching myself from deriving joy and meaning through the means of material possessions (im broke)

Will the job applications ever stop saying unfortunately???

sick again...