just spent hours of my life putting walls the wrong way on Kenshi... whatever

its good to get lost in the details actually

Another rejection, what the hell is going on??? Does a university degree not mean anything anymore???

listening to ambient music late at night with my head in my hands hunched over on a chair performing for no one but myself

locked tf in these past two days and finally finished reading the name of the rose… good book!!

cut my own hair, first snip already way too much and it spiralled from there... oh well itll grow back in a few months

how do i stop napping 6 hours before i sleep or perhaps better yet how do i sleep 6 hours earlier?

watched high and low, movies are good huh

watched the blue giant movie and cried... I LOVE JAZZ!!

detaching myself from deriving joy and meaning through the means of material possessions (im broke)

Will the job applications ever stop saying unfortunately???

sick again...

new mouthwash burn like fire what did they put in this HOLYYYY i cant feel my tongue

i hate being broke so much man i cant do anything

Do i really need another fountain pen???

Going out to meet friends and I’m already falling asleep before I’ve met them…

the job search is hell, the world doesn't want me to work

feeling the kind of happiness that is temporary but welcome nonetheless

new freddie gibbs and alchemist album might just be a 10/10

dropped a block of ice on my toenail now its purple mannnnn