hrt delayed AGAIN

think i finally achieved true authenticity in myself for the first time, with my music taste. now i have to extend that to everything else.

i put on a dress and cried

it isn't fair bros miku will never marry me

packing for the move begins

gonna put my website in stasis soon while i go on hiatus for a couple months

writing poetry! except in secret cuz of internalized shame...

I GOT THE VISA

full moon save me... save me flower moon

some days i can't mentally handle eating and it's been 3 in a row

thinking about abandoning stem for art even tho i'm shit at art and i already have a degree

omg i can't handle phone calls. i've been staring at the keypad for 2 hours

holy fucking shit the slvt has retvrned

therapist told me i give avril lavigne vibes and i'm healed now

on a break, kinda

miserable

feeling out of place. a secret child in the attic. they avoid talking about me.

contributed a lil bit to a web radio :3

in my new fucking life era

why does sleep gotta be impossible