TUMMY HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love all my friends so so much ...

i thinfk i made my friends sad by trying to get better <: (

being reliant on one person for emotional needs is bad... even when u dont realize ur doing it....

i cannot fucking be there for everyone

KILLING EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was either kill myself of make this pasta and fuuck it looks so good

BOYS DON'T MAKE HORRIFIC CONCLUSIONS ABOUT YOUR LIFE JUST BEFORE YOUR PERIOD!!

WENT 2 THE DOCTOR FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 YEARS!! finally getting a psychiatrist

i play my game

ohh.. ohh mein Gott......................

shaking.... ssiiiiiiighh

that was not a smart Idea

Weiner

feeling BETTER

slowly figuring it out...

been a while, feeling shitty

carpal tunnel..........

i just had the most wonderful conversation with someone on pesterchum... if you see this... thank you..... i needed it...

learning html....... SLOWLY!!