Other than perfectionism, I think I have a problem with being indecisive as well...

Screaming and crying at myself and my life choices

I like how easily I succumb to dark thoughts these days. It really is growing bigger and bigger as the years go by.

My body needs so much energy that I'm constantly starving, yet I have no appetite. This sucks

I still feel nauseous... Can't even enjoy my food and I'm starving ueue

AH AH AH 0801 MV IS SO BEAUTIFUL

Eh, it's fine

But then I start to wonder if I'm just being a drama queen. Perhaps I am.

Everytime I feel like I can escape, it always drags me back in. Drowning me in dark thoughts, leaving me with nothing but self-deprecation.

Man, I wanna draw my octp more... I miss my bbies

0801 sounds so amazing already 🥹

I shouldn't have drunk coffee... Now I'm more tired- but damn it was a good mocha orz

Instead of upgrading, it feels like I'm downgrading... I want to do better.

Some plots are so ridiculous that it's infuriating.

I still wish to give my love out ueueue hoowww? gotta work harder

AGGRESSIVE SCREAM N SMOOCH A CERTAIN BIRB I NEED TO GIB EM MORE LOVE HELP

but so funny at the same time I'm dying

/dying from cringe

Telling myself I need to sleep early tonight fr...

Life's a mystery and +1 day of self-loathing