Honestly, I'm wondering if I should just quit hmmm

Finally, after years, I finished reading one of my most beloved danmei... It's so sweet, but now I feel emptier than before :'3

why must this one website be so annoying? i just want the things I got for myself arghhh

Why is it that every time I'm stuffed full of food, I lose focus on my work? orz

Curly hair is a pain to draw, but also... Hot son-in-law in curly hair? Extra hot, I will draw you forever, even at the cost of my wrist

Always dreamt that the car from long ago had finished its job.

Disgusting

Other than perfectionism, I think I have a problem with being indecisive as well...

Screaming and crying at myself and my life choices

I like how easily I succumb to dark thoughts these days. It really is growing bigger and bigger as the years go by.

My body needs so much energy that I'm constantly starving, yet I have no appetite. This sucks

I still feel nauseous... Can't even enjoy my food and I'm starving ueue

AH AH AH 0801 MV IS SO BEAUTIFUL

Eh, it's fine

But then I start to wonder if I'm just being a drama queen. Perhaps I am.

Everytime I feel like I can escape, it always drags me back in. Drowning me in dark thoughts, leaving me with nothing but self-deprecation.

Man, I wanna draw my octp more... I miss my bbies

0801 sounds so amazing already 🥹

I shouldn't have drunk coffee... Now I'm more tired- but damn it was a good mocha orz

Instead of upgrading, it feels like I'm downgrading... I want to do better.