drink my sinister, malicious potions

want to do artfight, but need to make one last reference ..

worried. i just want to make it better for him .. please let me defend you like you do me

happy artfight ! juggling both artfight attacks and owed art .... burn bright and fast, maybe that's how it goes ..

appetite is non-existent lately .. i keep getting sick, i feel so guilty when i respond to my commissioners, i'm sorry .. ><

keeping extracted teeth next to my crucifix, for well wishes

i don't wish for remembrance after death .. to be forgotten about is a relaxing thought

giving my husband a lovely lovely kiss on the lips .

have a distaste for MFRP lately, but .. it makes my husband happy when i'm around with him. of course i would stick around to support him

wanting to code, but buried in art request .. working is enjoyable, however ....

don't like how i colour lineart, i wonder what's wrong ..

my only meal today was coffee .. willing choice, by the way ..

maybe i should retreat here for my diary again .. it's quiet .... i don't like noise lately. i don't like the bustle of the public .

illogical things are stressful, sorry ..

i need to drink .. just a can is enough ..

the moment you state that you are unable to feel empathy people around you consider you a monster. it's sad. i can't control that.

an important email was sent to spam .. how annoying

@rei marriage forever 💛

becoming 'normal' emotion wise. as normal as possible, anyway. .. finally ..

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