you hoard meaningless things to feel full inside

no matter how much you wash yourself until your skin feels raw, it still feels unclean

if you keep that up, you'll hurt forever .. and who would be left to help you?

if it bothers you so much and you have a choice to avoid it without endangering yourself .. why are you still doing it?

is it that hard to read me as a person? i think it's funny, too ..

oh, it happened. yay, yay~

166 / 180 .. will it happen? i'm not sure.

happier lately, after i left some things behind ..

If I wrote like this, will you fear me? Or does this bring you happiness, in a way you didn't know, until now? .. just kidding, how tiring.

maybe wearing a wig even outside of cosplay would be nice, before i can get my hair bleached more often ..

worried. i just want to make it better for him .. please let me defend you like you do me

keeping extracted teeth next to my crucifix, for well wishes

i don't wish for remembrance after death .. to be forgotten about is a relaxing thought

giving my husband a lovely lovely kiss on the lips .

my only meal today was coffee .. willing choice, by the way ..

maybe i should retreat here for my diary again .. it's quiet .... i don't like noise lately. i don't like the bustle of the public .

illogical things are stressful, sorry ..

i need to drink .. just a can is enough ..

the moment you state that you are unable to feel empathy people around you consider you a monster. it's sad. i can't control that.

an important email was sent to spam .. how annoying