worried. i just want to make it better for him .. please let me defend you like you do me

happy artfight ! juggling both artfight attacks and owed art .... burn bright and fast, maybe that's how it goes ..

appetite is non-existent lately .. i keep getting sick, i feel so guilty when i respond to my commissioners, i'm sorry .. ><

keeping extracted teeth next to my crucifix, for well wishes

i don't wish for remembrance after death .. to be forgotten about is a relaxing thought

giving my husband a lovely lovely kiss on the lips .

have a distaste for MFRP lately, but .. it makes my husband happy when i'm around with him. of course i would stick around to support him

wanting to code, but buried in art request .. working is enjoyable, however ....

don't like how i colour lineart, i wonder what's wrong ..

my only meal today was coffee .. willing choice, by the way ..

maybe i should retreat here for my diary again .. it's quiet .... i don't like noise lately. i don't like the bustle of the public .

illogical things are stressful, sorry ..

i need to drink .. just a can is enough ..

the moment you state that you are unable to feel empathy people around you consider you a monster. it's sad. i can't control that.

an important email was sent to spam .. how annoying

@rei marriage forever 💛

becoming 'normal' emotion wise. as normal as possible, anyway. .. finally ..

ごめん忘れてた

people at the local government building complimented our appearance and think we're beautiful .. um, thank you .... ?

i have hands like ghosts' - tiny, white and oh so cold