yay i love playing my new game "secure, block and poison ais from crawling my site"

things are slowly feeling better

one day i will come back to my website and make more changes,,,,, one day,,,,

i am so hopeful for the future 💓

what do you wanttt from meeeee what are ur thoughtssssss i am so confused and fucked up because of you

it is so frustrating living with the unknown

didnt think i could feel worse but somehow everything is crumbling down even further? can i get a break please

aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaAAaaaAAAAAAAAAaaaAAaAAAAAAAA ya know?

life is freaking crazy dude idk

bleghhhh feeling so bad the last few days,, but like WHY ! i hate bpd fr. i wrote a blog post about it but i still feel sooo blegghh

ok but how do people make smol link graphics if they literally cant draw anything 😭 cause ya jupy is strugglingggggg

new short blog post, now im going to walk peanut (dog) + then take 10 edibles and mow the lawn 😈

ive been so busy with work and irl stuff that ive had no time to work on my website / web stuff :(

got a ton done yesterday so i could study all day today!!~

started designing a new homepage, i figured out how to edit it on my ipad to chill on the couch and brainstorm !! but for now... gnight ! <3

it constantly feels like everything that i say/do is diminished by everyone who knows me lol

there is not enough time in the day to do all of the things i need to do AND work full-time

painting went super well !! need to do one more coat but its looking sooo good :3 ill share some pics on my blog soon x

walls are cleaned and patched, ready to paint this weekend eee excited !!!

i have been learning SO much javascript the last few weeks && im so excited to get some more time soon to revamp my entire site