Why do I get overstimulated so easily ..

I'm supposed to be happy, my life is great

Why am I like this

I'm so tired of everything

he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate me he must hate

Wish my music was louder

why does everything make me feel worse

"good for me" it's not what I want, stop it, please ...

I should be grateful

. . .

Overreacting is so awesome lol

Stop.... Crying..

Overstimulated but if I say anything I'll get yelled at

now is not the time to be jealous... jesus...

mission - show my appreciation status - FAILED new mission loading...

I feel like throwing up

Lol, not a day goes by without me feeling guilty for just being alive!!!

Had a dream where she actually responded to me...

Dial numbers watch your tone, clockwork wind up all alone, the more you stop the more I go, do your best, I'll do one better

I'm in hell, I'm sure of it