I should stop putting stuff here

Bad dreams lead to bad thoughts

He's not dead, he doesn't hate you, he just fell asleep, you don't get to make him feel guilty for sleeping, you're fine

Hard to breath, chest is tight

I think I'm just going to panic and explode now

I love buying him stuff!

excited excited excited excited excited excited

Cancel the freakout I feel better

Why can't I be fucking normal

Why can't I be fucking normal

I shouldn't be relived by that, I should go die, I'm horrible for being relived, why can't I feel the right fucking emotion ever

Me when something that wasn't my fault snowballs into my life being ruined and being fucked for ever and ever

Fucking kill me

https://youtu.be/OIzZR8q_oBk?si=huHn-7yPjbSaj9Xe

Feel pretty lonely..

thank you person on the internet! (I'm looking at you, guestbook signer)

meow!

finally doing md...

Got to skip all of french today!

I feel fully rested for once