I miss you,,,

I wonder why it's possible to want something and also fear it

I just want it to be over, I'm so tired..

Trouble sleeping...

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Sorry, yeah I think I'll hide in a corner and never come out

If every night is going to feel like this then I'd rather just kill myself

Just focus on writing, not on the pain in your chest

It feels weirdly dark

Can't sleep > spiral > can't sleep > spiral

I guess you really were lying, it hurts y'know.

Do I have I right to feel this way? Absolutely not, so why do I feel this way about it

Pissy mood

Aughgghggggggghhhgg

I'm kinda nervous... It's the same nervous I felt back when I saw him after "the paragraph incident"

new pants!

all the words I left unsaid that day, stain the sidewalk drop by drop with grey

Taking care of a body you hate is really tough...

Venting to somebody and they tell me "why don't you just-" SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP