fucking stop

i dont deserve a tart at the cafe if my legs arent covered in bruises lol

pain isnt real so im hammering my legs again

im fucked for life

it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks, because nobody is real

i fucking hate that i was born i should never have been born because now im forced to walk this hellscape and i cant kill myself

piece of fucking shit ass phone im gonna throw it against the wall

im rotting

they moved my appointment lol

tomorrows my last chance

i want to die

shado

fuck mylife

i so dont care anymore. say what you want about me, my room, my mess, im so free, i dont care

i miss who i used to be

metal sonic my beloved

"name 3 things you see, 3 you he-" nah im gonna stab my leg

im going to explode

i dont have the urge to lock in

asking for a sign