it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks, because nobody is real

i fucking hate that i was born i should never have been born because now im forced to walk this hellscape and i cant kill myself

piece of fucking shit ass phone im gonna throw it against the wall

im rotting

they moved my appointment lol

tomorrows my last chance

i want to die

shado

fuck mylife

i so dont care anymore. say what you want about me, my room, my mess, im so free, i dont care

i miss who i used to be

metal sonic my beloved

"name 3 things you see, 3 you he-" nah im gonna stab my leg

im going to explode

i dont have the urge to lock in

asking for a sign

back to stabbing myself

alcohol doesnt even work anymore

how much a good dream can change your day

no words anymore lol just wanna die