The only difficult part is the loneliness that comes with it.

I'm a strange and broken individual. It's no longer something I feel bad about, but something I embrace.

Been daydreaming a bunch of story stuff. But now I want an AU of it so the boys all get a happy ending 🥺

I miss talking to ppl but I'm scared eventually it'll start to show how stressed out and messed up I am over my healthcare and finances. Idk

Took a big gamble with my new insurance this coming year, I really hope it's worth it. I've been sick with worry.

In crashout mode the past few months from financial and medical stress, really really unwell

Dr said the tears usually work rly well for ppl so fingers crossed. Think I might be having hormonal issues, but drs don't take that srs

I got autologous serum tears 70% for $400. Was hoping to offset the cost on my cc but everything is BAD. Can't see tho my dry eye is so bad

Not able to get meds I need, counterforce appeals getting denied, doctor's offices are no help... Hard not to feel like giving up

I've been keeping to myself. Feels like I get a few nastygrams from my insurance each week. I'm so depressed over it man.

Feels like a big race to the bottom

Prices have been driven really low overall, which is especially hard in expensive countries, and there are fewer customers than ever

Man I've been doing the art business game off and on for 20 years now and I've NEVER seen things this bad

But happy to sell me another $1,250 pair. I'm so tired. Insurance appeals denied. Holding on by a thread. Balancing glasses on nose.

Glasses broke at the arm, the guy says can't be fixed, don't make em anymore, over the year warranty...

I used to have more faith in the world. There are good ppl out there. But now with everything I've gone through...it's hard to keep hope.

Can't afford my own medical care. Thought of trying comms but ironically it's a huge struggle to do bc of the very thing I need $ to treat..

I feel so empty and drained and like I can't keep fighting. Mom dx with Parkinson's. Dad going downhill. The entire world is the way it is..

Feeling very very bad and scared about money. Got taken advantage of on something huge that permanently affects my health needs and life.

Slowly working on artfight stuff too now that my arm is getting a lil less numb ♥️ Pacing myself. I miss drawing.