The mind is willing but the joints are old and achy. I was having fun. Going to try and see if I can write instead w/o triggering pain

using pointer finger to do small motions is a rly bad habit kids, don't do that. hard to get rid of bad habits

got a lot of art stuff finished from last year over the past few months, but now my pointer finger rly hurts wah

girl are you kidding me my phone screen is busted AGAIN after two faulty repairs (NOT user error on my part), i am so over this

Really bad arm pain day. Good news though is I FINALLY, after 3 weeks, got a referral for a new pt who takes my insurance

It's hard to go up there bc they've reduced spending on public transit options for the disabled where I live, but idk what else to do

It's been 3 weeks of trying to contact the ortho's office with calls, texts, and emails and I still can't get anyone to respond

trying to function in this world with autism is miserable

Dr says no multifocal in sclerals but I don't understand why you can't?? Rly important for managing my degeneration so it's like. Why not??

At which point what is even the point of trying to get them? Prevention seems like the way to go??

My retinas are hanging on tho so that's good. Dr wants me in sclerals. Insurance won't cover unless I need cornea transplant

Bad news all the way down with my eyes :( High IOP, axial length longer, lattice degeneration and power increasing.

C/n see as well w/my glasses either way. Rly want scleral lenses now that I can't tolerate regular contacts anymore. No insurance covers ofc

Going to the neuro-optometrist soon. Nervous about vision getting worse, but idk maybe it's gotten better following the cornea treatments

Sciatica, tmj, and cervical radiculopathy worse than ever rn :( I miss my old life so much before my neck injury and tbi destroyed it

I didn't grow up with terms like autism burnout and regression but boy am I feeling them when the world is so actively hostile at every turn

Fighting to get a new prior auth for PT again. Ppl talk up autism awareness but NEVER ACTUALLY PROVIDE LEGAL ACCOMMODATIONS????

Like I constantly feel pushed to my limits with new bureaucratic bullshit every fucking day. Just feel so burnt out.

...while repeatedly getting Google's ok and case ID to get my phone repaired for free. Just an ongoing nightmare.

Have negative infinity spoons after spending today getting refused my phone's warranty at the repair shop...