Oof yup my PC is toast until I can get new RAM. Sigh.

My other eye just got patched so not too much to do v_v

I was gonna draw all day and vastly prefer my PC/cintiq setup to the tablet but man. Not much choice anymore.

Mfw the ram situation on my PC has gotten super bad and my computer repeatedly crashes all day. Mfw the price of ram now...

Working on a dozen art pieces at once is not a good artfight strategy probably 😅 but it's how my brain works idk

+1 for midi health. She instantly saw exactly what I did and I got prescribed HRT right out the gate. lots of frustration with other Drs.

Gonna try contacting midi dunno what else to do. Fuck peri.

Too bad I didn't become a Dr. There are so few w any curiosity or want to help pts. So much incompetence. Too many ppl put their trust in em

Found out bad blood test stuff including quick accel of hypothyroidism, but only I am putting it together <_> problem is I can't rx myself

Been so overwhelmed with bad news. :( confirmed I got discharged from PT for taking break bc eye procedure...

I really hope this helps and my nerves can grow back :(

Got left eye patched. Don't feel much, in part bc of the numbing drops. But I think having dead/dying corneal nerves has this one benefit

PT says I'm being discharged for noncompliance bc I need downtime to recover from my eye procedure... :/ hm

The Dr said theoretically I can do things like read and draw but I'll get exhausted fast with just one eye. The boredom element sucks.

First membrane going in Friday... I read ppl online say it feels horrible and to just try and sleep through it and try not to move 🥲🥲🥲🥲

Eye dr tomorrow... They were saying something something, need to wait longer because insurance hasn't decided it'll pay for the procedure 😕

Now my hand is numb and hot and sore 🥲🫠

Phlebotomist did a blood draw on my right hand urghhhh. I got a massive haematoma the last time they did that but she insisted.

Mfw they say there'll be a delay bc of insurance. Mfw I can't get a patient advocate. Mfw I've gotta be alone getting this done.

Found out I was being exploited by eye doctor for six years. Feel numb and hopeless. Crashing out.