Whoooa pt did cervical mobilization yesterday for like 3 min and I feel SO MUCH BETTER?? Like nowhere near 100% but omg...

I wanna do things but ofc it's my right arm that's out. So just laying around ig. I hate this so much. I just want to be normal again.

Constant dead-ends, getting shut out of help, no accommodations 99% of the time even tho it's just requesting email instead of phone...

STILL over, geez idk 7 years?, trying to get help for progressive neck injury. Everything is so hard. Battling for neurologist, etc etc....

Ruh roh guess whose cervical radiculopathy is really acting up while doing updated refs before artfight...

Feels like my brain is dissolving. Six doctors this week, number 5 tomorrow. I hate this life, I just want to be normal

I am SO TIRED of seeing doctors

I think I need to admit disability won't let me participate the same way I used to. Used to pump out a piece every other day. Can't anymore.

Uhhhhhhhhhh my neck and arm are starting to act up as I up my art prep for artfight :( Been numb and burning a few days now. Taking a break.

I'm not a furry myself but think what they do is rad and idk why so many ppl are so mean to them, esp if they're kids??

Saw ppl on the millennial subreddit complaining about their kids being furry & idgi man if I had a kid I'd love to hear about their fursona

I tried on Possets - Quantum Interconnect and now I smell like the inside of a Firestone

Had to take the dog in to the ER twice (!!) and to the vet three times this week. She will be okay but it's been a scary ride.

I'm parsing the irony here that I both draw and write a lot

Like I don't rly enjoy reading much, turns out most ppl can imagine the things they read in their heads?? That's crazy to me

Ig my memories are more like rattling off a list of narrative facts. I tend to feel a lot like I'm missing out on a lot of things in life

Conversely, I've done some gnarly stuff in the lab, seen some stuff, and I don't lose a wink of sleep, ig bc I can't draw back those visuals

And then she asked me if I can form memories, which I thought was a very strange question. But ig it reveals how most ppl probably think

I was talking to the eye dr yesterday bc she told me to visualize the beach while getting a big blood draw & I said can't, I have aphantasia

They changed my serum tears to 100% so they took a lot more blood this go. Melting into the chair rn.