ADHD assesment cannot come soon enough

my brain is barely functioning anymore

still life but sleepy

Want die

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the dreams

no alarms and no surprises

Kill me

Want to go to a TV Girl gig, but all my friends are not sad and in relationships, do i go on my own??

exercise time. make the sad be quiet

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHYYYYYYYYYY

corrected her on a comment about some art history on her ig story... might unsend that message...

nodding and saying 'yeah' in conversation like my mind isn't in another dimension

pain

I need a flippin holiday please get me out of here

a c h o o

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I'm flipping cold in this office

-_-