i wish i had never met you

I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS! I'M TELLING EVERYBODY THIS GUY SUCKS! AND BY THE WAY, HE'S INTO REAL WEIRD STUFF! IT FEELS SO GOOD TO CAUSE A SCENE, BE MEAN, AND I'M NOT DONE!! 🖕🖕🖕

you've made me feel completely worthless

don't bother me this time, cos i'm playing my cards right

guys it was a song called nathaniel fuck off genuinely not everything is about my ex ✌️

IT WAS A LYRIC FROM A SONG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

what would nathaniel have said?

i'm just an eternal fucking nuisance better forgotten than remembered

void left a void .

pretty baby, i still care

crying at work is like my new pastime or something

die quietly, die quietly

i am the bad dream that he wants to forget . i was a bad dream . is there anything good about me? am i only capable of being something people want to run away from? am i only capable of being something that nobody wants? am i ever going to be able to love and be loved back, from the only person i want it from? why am i only capable of being a failure? i can't live this life if it isn't beside the one person i love. what is the point of medication and therapy if i still want to die?

constantly reminding myself that he wants nothing to do with me (entering the fifth month of this maybe my brain will finally make sense of it) i hate this i hate myself i'm alone with my heartbreak and i'm tired

No phone calls, i hear what you say / it's okay babe, i know you need space / know that whatever you do, i hope you remember the way i love you.... no phone calls, i'll go my own way / if you ever need me, you know where i stay / know that whatever you do, i hope you remember the way i loved you

sigh . accidentally came across the photos i took of him when we said goodbye at the airport and now i'm crying at work ;_; i hate this horrible version of reality that i live in

You have 2 faces, but i have a million, and all of them loved you <3

i smell like jasmine tea + milk + sugar today and i'm haaaaappy about it!!!!! tom ford jasmin rouge doing the WORK

he HATES my ass why did i ever believe he loved me ;__;

bongo metal pipe ;______;