tired

thought i found something beautiful and it’s been rug pulled out from under me. everything gone. the first time i ever felt this way. gone.

spring is springing here!! i missed the rain, the thunderstorms, and the wet warmth, and all of the flowers blooming! :3

the world can be cruel, so i will not be.

I'M RUNNING AND I WON'T TOUCH GROUND

i need your lips on me, constantly, ‘til my heart bends

I'M GONNA SHINE SO BRIGHT TONIGHT!!

happy new year or whatever ig

i've been dealing with the symptoms of ptsd all year and yet ppl really think i have the time and energy to cause problems

it's cold i'm cold ugh

just bought the COOLEST CAR I'VE EVER OWNED!!!!! vroom motherfucking VROOM!!!! >u<``

things are too good these days!

it's cold here!!! it's so cold!!!!

got some stuff in the works for my website. it's been a while since i updated!!

so FREAKING happy!!!!!! my eating disorder recovery is going incredibly well and i had a MAJOR win today!!!!

sleepy as hell. i am tired of my circadian rhythm being disrupted by an archaic time management system

had a great time in arizona for a week!!! got home the other night and am so proud of myself :3

almost got hit by a car last night while walking my dog. not on my bingo card for the year. saw my life flash before my eyes lmao.

realizing my abuser is stalking me has opened a whole new realm of confusion and pain lmao

went to the old chain of rocks bridge last night and got to see the supermoon, plus a beautiful sunset!