i'm at the supermarket about to flip / cos i can't even decide what damn conditioner to get / crying in the shop like an idiot / how'd i let a man make me feel like this?

leave me alone

tired all the time

my ex is a horrible piece of shit and he actually thinks that he deserves privacy after the shit he's said and done. wow!

𝚒 𝚊𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚒 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚖, 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒 𝚊𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.

(Yeah, yeah) / (It almost takes me over) / Tears drop down on the dance floor

i wish i had never met you

I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS! I'M TELLING EVERYBODY THIS GUY SUCKS! AND BY THE WAY, HE'S INTO REAL WEIRD STUFF! IT FEELS SO GOOD TO CAUSE A SCENE, BE MEAN, AND I'M NOT DONE!! 🖕🖕🖕

you've made me feel completely worthless

don't bother me this time, cos i'm playing my cards right

guys it was a song called nathaniel fuck off genuinely not everything is about my ex ✌️

IT WAS A LYRIC FROM A SONG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

what would nathaniel have said?

i'm just an eternal fucking nuisance better forgotten than remembered

void left a void .

pretty baby, i still care

crying at work is like my new pastime or something

die quietly, die quietly

i am the bad dream that he wants to forget . i was a bad dream . is there anything good about me? am i only capable of being something people want to run away from? am i only capable of being something that nobody wants? am i ever going to be able to love and be loved back, from the only person i want it from? why am i only capable of being a failure? i can't live this life if it isn't beside the one person i love. what is the point of medication and therapy if i still want to die?

constantly reminding myself that he wants nothing to do with me (entering the fifth month of this maybe my brain will finally make sense of it) i hate this i hate myself i'm alone with my heartbreak and i'm tired