the sun is out and the breeze is comforting

i'm not going to the hospital. i want to die. stop telling me to go. leave me alone

i'm struggling to find a reason not to jump in; everything that i love will die, is that the lesson?

there's a first for everything! today, my anxiety made me sick! i love being miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recovery from eating disorder says who? don't remember the last time i ate...

tired

thought i found something beautiful and it’s been rug pulled out from under me. everything gone. the first time i ever felt this way. gone.

spring is springing here!! i missed the rain, the thunderstorms, and the wet warmth, and all of the flowers blooming! :3

the world can be cruel, so i will not be.

I'M RUNNING AND I WON'T TOUCH GROUND

i need your lips on me, constantly, ‘til my heart bends

I'M GONNA SHINE SO BRIGHT TONIGHT!!

happy new year or whatever ig

i've been dealing with the symptoms of ptsd all year and yet ppl really think i have the time and energy to cause problems

it's cold i'm cold ugh

just bought the COOLEST CAR I'VE EVER OWNED!!!!! vroom motherfucking VROOM!!!! >u<``

things are too good these days!

it's cold here!!! it's so cold!!!!

got some stuff in the works for my website. it's been a while since i updated!!

so FREAKING happy!!!!!! my eating disorder recovery is going incredibly well and i had a MAJOR win today!!!!