winner winner chicken dinner i love my wife

panic attacks make me panicy

beware of an old man in a profession where men usually die young

solstice

brain and brain what is brain?!?!

REM sleeps is soooo fucking weird

my gives a shit face is not on

I always think living alone would be ok, and then when I live alone it sucks.

now I want to clean everything, my life is a mess, and there's no cleaning that

my focus has been stolen

ive actually gotten pretty good at fucking off all day

airlines y u so stressful?

always rains when i wanna grill

I say "I can't do this anymore" a lot now

places I'm not ever going to ever again: school; florida; church. things i'm never doing again: getting married; dating. To do list: death.

i didn't sleep at all last night

got invited to a student's graduation party. not sure what gift to bring.

i have no status.

maths can brutal. I've now been on this earth longer without my mom than she was without me.

it is happening...again...