now I want to clean everything, my life is a mess, and there's no cleaning that

my focus has been stolen

ive actually gotten pretty good at fucking off all day

airlines y u so stressful?

always rains when i wanna grill

I say "I can't do this anymore" a lot now

places I'm not ever going to ever again: school; florida; church. things i'm never doing again: getting married; dating. To do list: death.

i didn't sleep at all last night

got invited to a student's graduation party. not sure what gift to bring.

i have no status.

maths can brutal. I've now been on this earth longer without my mom than she was without me.

it is happening...again...

gardening

kinda wish there was something i could do for people on this site, but retired profs have little to offer. be well, it gets better, peeps

fedex said the package was to be here between 2:30 and 4:30 and so we now know that was a lie. fedex y u always suck so bad?

it appears that on behalf of myself and the band, I've passed the audition

waiting for a sentence of death is not something i do well

now we wait

life has gone from "im going to be productive today" to "i wonder what i will die from soon" in a flash

im getting barked at